2013 is not my year
Well, how can i say that! Lets start with the first month of the year and at the same time its my month because its my birthday January. Something accident happened to my special someone back then. He was hit by a truck and i cant go to see him because its my birthday and i have some visitors at home. He was also not there for our first monthsary because well he's injured. February was a disaster because me and my special someone broke up. The reason is i dont have time for him so he cheated. BTW he's the one broke up with me at ang kapal lng. well, i cant do anything because im busy because of my thesis. he dont understand me. I has hurt so bad yeah so bad because i cant accept he's the one broke up with me. gwad!!. March was a hurtful one because i cant believe that my thesis groupmates can do that to me. I sacrifies many things because of that stupid thesis like my time, my special someone and my gala moments. April rocks well because i graduated. Im so glad and blessed for that month..thanks god. May well no comment. Got my first job and met a new guy and a friend. Back my makati life. June is dope i think well after 4 months i met a new someone special. Cant believe to that guy he was like innocent hahaha. July was ok well we celebrate our first monthsary together. August was lame first i got my 2nd job the. We didn't celebrate together our 2nd monthsary. And the worst i waited so long. September was im panicking because he's coming back for philippines for real. How is that i have a special someone gwaddd what to do!!!.. Worst again we didn't celebrate our monthsary together then i become suspicious because his parents dont know me. October was Happiness. My special someone and i broke up because he was dont time to me and he is so very secretive. My real love his back. We met then i sleep at their house. To tell you the truth it was the first time sleeping with him overnyt. Birthday of his brother im there because of him. My october was im always with him because he was staying for 2 weeks. The awful part of october was his despedida i cry but he didn't because im at his room. My favorite part is we dance a slow dance and he's telling me how much he love me and the time that we are separated that moment i really want to cry but cry at his room. November was speechless because i have no job then no bf around. December is cold because its a another christmas that he was not here with me. Instead of that someone. After christmas he was cold to me and im very suspicious about him because i saw something and i dont to tell to him because i dont to hear his explanation and i dont want to flight with him. Today we are okay and i really miss him.
See 2013 is not my year but im thankful for that year even thou theres alot of a bad happening im still and thank you god for that for my life, my family, my friends and my boyfriend. Thank you so much for the blessing i love you papa jesus!!!
