All it took was once, now I'll never be the same
Yes, I'm smiling, but look into my dull eyes, I'm slowly breaking, can't you see?
If my heart stopped beating, would you miss me? Like I would miss you
It's like I wish I could read your mind, but no I wonder if I could handle the truth
And you have no idea how I break inside as I smile, when I wish I wasn't
Let's just pretend everything's alright but we know that it isn't...
I know I can smile all I want, but only one look at my eyes would tell all the truth hiding there
And I hurt and break, and I wonder if anyone ever hears
But I can't keep pretending that everything's okay, when I know it's not
I can't deal with this pain any longer
I'm not as strong as I wish I was
I'm not a good fighter
I'm losing this fight
I'm losing this fight...
I can't
Not anymore
I tried
But this fight just isn't for me
I'm not a fighter
- Ella xx 💗
Heyyy!
How is it so far?😬
I don't know, but I feel so shy about this 😂
I really am trying to write 'good' stuff 😅
