NIALL
You and Louis were best friends, so you didnt think it would be that big of a deal if you went over there to hang out for one day this summer. When you got to Louis' house he was in his swim trunks, while you were in a long sleeved shirt and jeans. Louis frowns, "Come on Y/N put your bathing suit on and get in the pool with me!" he begs. You shook your head no. "Why not!" Louis whines. You kept insisting him that you just werent in the mod to go swimming today but he knew you were lying. "Come on Y/N tell me whats wrong! I wont tell anyone!" Louis says. When Louis promised you something you knew you could believe him. "Fine!" you sigh and take the bathing suit you had left at his house last summer into the bathroom and changed into it looking in the mirror at you scars one last time before walking out and lettting Louis see them. As soon as he saw them he seemed sad. He didnt say anythin about going in the pool he just walked over to you and pulled you into a tight hug. "Im sorry Y?N." he sighs softly. "Butwhy would you do this to yourself?" he asks as you start to cry. "Because Louis, I'm never good enough and I never will be!" you say. He shakes his head, "Dont say that. Youre perfect and beautiful." Louis says softly.
ZAYN
You and Zayn were hanging out with the rest of the guys at Liam's flat today. You watched as the boys sat and ate pizza. "Y/N how are you not hungry? You didnt even eat before we left today!" Zayn says when Louis offers you a piece of pizza but you tell him you werent hungry. "Fine!" you sighed and took a slice of pizza knowing that you would just make yourself throw it up later anyways. You finished the piece of pizza and then went to the upstairs bathroom and shoved two fingers down your throat, your only roblem was that you forgot to lock the door. Harry walked in, "Oh I-" he stops when he relaizes what youre doing. He walked over and huged you tight calling Zayn uptairs. As you wait for Zayn Harry rubs your arm "Itll be okay love." he saysas Zayn walks into the bathroom.
LOUIS
You usually were able to ignore the hate since there wasnt too much of it but today it was different. When you logged onto Twitter all you read was a long stream of hate from multiple different people. You sighed as you looke daround the room for something, anything. You looked up on the dresser and saw a lighter. You grabbed it and lit the lighter holding the flame against your arm and wincing in pain. You were too busy, and idnt hear Harry walk inside. "Lou-" he stops when he sees you. You immidiatley let go of the lgihter and drop it to the floor. "H-harry... PLease dont tell Louis..." you start to cry. Harry walks over and wras you in his arms sighing a bit. "Listen to me love, I'm going to tell Louis because he loves you and he cares about you and I know that he will want you to get beeter jjust as much as I do." Harry says and kisses your forehead softly
HARRY
You were pretty close to all of the members of your boyfriends band but for some reason you were particualarly close to Zayn. You sighed as you sat with him on the couch watching moves. Harry was at a stupid meeting thing that they werent making Zayn go to. You walked away from Zayn for a minute to go and get something to eat. When you opened the cabinet and saw the razors in the little box in the back, and all of the food in front of you. You felt fat, you felt like you needed to cut. You pulled the ittle box out and got the razors and started to drag one across your wrist feeling relief as soon as you did it. You didnt hear anthing but all of the sudeen you felt Zayn wrap his arms around you waist. "Please never do that to yourself again Y/N..." Zayn whispers softly.
LIAM
You sat in the dressing room waiting for the boys to finish getting dressed but they were taking forvere. You looked over at Lou Teasdale's curling iron and you were so tempted. You walked over and plugged it into the wall setting it on high. This morning you had read a lot of hate directed toward you and you felt terrible. Once the curling iron was hot you took it and laid it against the bare skin of your wrist when all of a sudden Niall walks in "Oh Hey Y/N im sorry I just..." He sees the curling iron in yur hand and the marks on your wrists and he runs over to you. He takes the curling iron away and turns it off and then unpluggs it from the wall as he holds you close to his chest and sings Diana softly into your ear. He knew you loved that song.
AUTHORS NOTE: Sorry for the mistakes or if they are really crappy it is 426 AM and I could barely keep my eyes open to finish writing Niall's
