THE TALE OF................MINE!

                                                                               EPISODE 1!

Unlike the others i won't tell story i wanna tell reality of a girl of my kind who unfortunately takes birth in a country like INDIA!!!

I know its kinda wierd but truely if u look towards my character n nationality truely from my side i have nationality of movies ...........................I know u must be surely thinking "WHAT THE HECK" but from my side imma tellin' u d truth.

Now lemme explain how exactly. i love watcin' movies except love and romance ofcourse n sorry if i offended u.but after watcin any movie i feel like as if imma part of it or its about a scene happend in my life but surely recorded in details.  i feel as if i'm inside it and its all d truth reality everything even if a watch fictions.

my dream my real and exact thing i wanna become is an actress in hollywood movies so i can actually find myself in various characters i wanna be n want ppl to like d way ive performed. but seriuosly my mom dad or take my all relatives dey all r  actually unaware of it. since when i got to know wen we grow up we need to compete wid cruelities of dis world nd choose a task n becom wat we wanna b d first one wat i thought  was to get chance to do atleast 5 different movies in HOLLYWOOD . den i really felt so shy of my brother since wen i started showin up at age of 3 wat talented box i am (I REALLY AM) he started teasing me n i lost my all confidence. :(  ...............and gradually decided to hide dis desire of mine.

12 dec. 2004

I was in a preaparatory kindergarten school section in d best school of my town. dey decided to do a play of JESUS and took me in as a character of lead fairy who grants her regards to the great lord, and i actually did well in d practises.

25 dec. 2004

oh boy i seriously didnt believe on my lil' eyes tht my pic had come in the daily bullitien of our state! mayb dis was becos my school was very popular but still. i did a great job in our play which we performed on 24th becos of d holiday next day nd i got my picture! i was feelin' great as it was my first time in dramatics.

dese little things gave me happiness but soon i watched films about agents and detectives and u won't believe wat i started doin after watchin that. actually i was playing n actin like one of d agent who had one pic of her chilhood n encircles d criminal case children in the photo wid permanent  marker nd decides to kill 'em. nd guess wat i did i found d pic in my father's file of tht which he had kept eith him n even laminatd it i encircled some enemies of mine in tht pic n spoilt it.

soon my mom found it lying under my toy briefecase of crayons which i played wid n pretended as if it was d real leather one. she got really freaked out and lectured for half n hour n actually saught of scloded me.

MY DESIRE N CONFIDENCE LEVEL AGAIN GOT DRAINED :(

n dese lil' things of the episodes of my memory forced me not to becom an actor.

thnx for reading i'll soon write other chapter. do leave a comment!!!

~NINNI

                                                                               EPISODE 2!

2 dec. 2014

hmmm......dis episode actually relates my today's condition. what exactly happened is that i really got frustated of my new maid at home she does hard work but not only that she does over cleansing of every thing.

okay! now lemme tell what happened. i don't like keepin' "BOOKS" in my room so there is a gallery place outside my room  in which there is a rack kind of thing so i use THAT place to stuff my room which i CLEANED a couple of days before n arranged it the way i wanna make it.den d f9 day started wen my mom asked her to clean those things only which are messed up n i don't knw y the rack wasn't even messed up but still she rearranged it which was too annoying cause now it isn't the way i wanted its the way SHE WANTED IT!

i've always desired since wen i started doin WORKS which could handle me on my own, i always wanted some magic that i didn't even have to move even my finger and i just have to think the work and itshud b done on its own!!

 after tht rack thing i got irritated by her and this fine day i had to take a bath soon cause i was feeling uneasy, as i went to take my towel i got more frustation gettin feelin in me ><

now lemme explain this scene...generally my tutor he has a time of arrivin at 9:00 am but today he was very much late so i decided to go and take bath quickly before he comes. i went towards the front door to check out somthing and foud my bro switchin on the lights and i heard my tutor's voice as well...in my thoughts i screamed aloud "WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TODAY!!!><"

 THEN  i had to get tortured by a physics test that he had to take 5 days ago and till now i had been delaying it but today i had no other choice or excuse to make and i had to giv it! it was on NEWTON'S LAWS OF MOTION the chapter i hated the most in our syllabus, that very time when he was dictating me the questions tht i had to answer i felt like making a time machine and goin bak at the time of the EUROPEAN RENAISAINCE and murdering stupid ISAAC.

i gave a terrible test and he lectured me on that ofcourse. he's a jerk, an ape and nothin' else i felt in my thoughts and desired the time to run a bit faster for one hour so that i cud get freedom to take a bubbly bath at least!

after that i went in n som1 outside rang the bell i went to check tht out and found it was 'nother tutor but this 1 taught my bro so nothin much disaster BUT........... my bro borrowed a chemistry notebook from somone which tht SOMONE was gonna come at tht very moment at our house to take his property back and he had to go to the nearby photocopy shop so that his business with that notebook was done. But he cudn't go becos of his tutor. I never cursed this man comin' to our house everyday day but this very day i did becos soon i came to learn tht i had to go with Koel (OUR NEW OVER HARD WORKIN' MAID) and get my bro's work done cos he was havin' a lesson.

I argued my mom that i had to go to my room and get fresh atleast but she argued me back more strongly. finally she sent Koel alone to get the work done but due to this i cudn't take bath peacefully as in the beginning of the day this all happened. and then as i came out and started putting some moisturiser she handed me some bucks and asked me to get milk, bread and a packet of tea!

this time i didn't want any argument so i just took 'em and went with that B****!

after that my frustation metre got a danger signal and i had to somehow control myself. in the afternoon we all sat together in living room and we three (me, my bro nd KOEL) were studying where as my mom was chillin and i was'nt able to find a pencil as well cause she even rearranged the big box of my stationary!! and i burst out wid a lot of agression and again my bro started teasin' me ! he said stop bahvin' like the american serial sort of girl n after hearing this i just scurried away from there.

now i desire tht i had a twin sissy instead of him!><

~hope u all like dis episode as well! pls leave a comment!<3

~NINNI