Lovin' an inmate

key to my heart

I been scrolling through social media all morning layed up in bed with nothing to do, moments like these make me wish I had a man with my  stuck up ass attitude that'll never happen

Phone rings

Hello
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Hellooo!!
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Stop playin on my fuck-

Imani

Who is this?

Damn how could you ever forget your first love??

Meshac?? How... how did you get my number?

Well-

Click

I hung up the phone, my heart started to pound real fast. I tried gathering all my thoughts but everything was hitting me all at once.

How the hell did that nigga get my number ? ......
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Mani
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Mani
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Imani
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IMANI WAKE UP BABY YOU GON BE LATE FOR WORK!!
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I woke up all sweaty ,thank God it was all a dream. I get out of bed and kiss my fiance Derrick on the cheek, cus my morning breath is quite hectic..
"Babe, I have a press conference in a few so I need you to look beautiful like you always do, I 'll be waiting for you downstairs,he kissed my forehead  as I proceeded toward the bathroom to get ready. I forgot to mention Derrick is a pro football player for the Memphis saints.

We've been together for 1 year and I must say it's been one of the best feelings ever. At least for the time being.

I step out the shower and head to my closet eyeing every piece of clothing I have. (Outfit multimedia) then my eye came across an ugly picnic lookin dress, I probably bought it a long time ago. Once I matched my outfit I went to derricks closet space to get shoes, but first I had to unlock the door, he must think somebody gon Rob him of his shoes, child please!.....

"All these damn shoes,he got...where are my shoes?" I searched high and low for my shoes and I manage to find one box...

"I know damn well he did not push my shoes all the way in the back".

I opened the box and I seen a  letter  addressed to derrick and I looked in the top left corner, Simone p.reggis.

I finished gettin dressed and freshened  up, I got the letter and stuffed it  in my purse and headed down stairs.

We got to the conference room and all eyes were on us, I managed to put on a fake smile even though I was hurting on the inside. I just hope before I jump to conclusion he tells me what's going on.

The drive home was quiet as always, after every conference Derrick always has this damn dinner party, and I never get to go because he says they'll be a bunch of men there and he don't want them to be looking at me. Shit they can look all they want too all his homies know me.  But I don't argue with him 'cause it's pointless.
I scroll throughy social media and one particular picture caught my attention.....meshac.

Dammit that man got fine, shit I swear that man had a spell on me cause my panties got moist, I let out a low moan. I missed him soo much.
Meshac was my first,last,only love. And when he moved away I was soo Hurt and bitter, I fuckin hated him I was there when he didn't have shit and he switched up on me and he promised me that no matter what happened he would never leave me. This biggest heartbreak ever .

I felt a tear stream down my face, I wiped it away and then I busted out and started crying.. Imani get yourself together!!

I got out my car as I pulled up to Sara's soul food, the best food in the world. 

I found a seat and waited on my food   in the meantime I took the letter out and took a deep breath and began reading,

Derrick it's been years and you still haven't came back to New York for me and your son and daughter I fucking hate you, I'm your wife!!! Not that bitch I see you in every magazine article  with, I'm not letting you go and FUCK THAT DIVORCE !! SHOVE IT UP YOUR ASS.

  

This nigga got a whole family in another state and he proposed to me to make it seem like he's all in love, no wonder we never had sex. I thought he was insecure of his penis, cause he never wanted me to see it, and he never kissed me he always kissed me on my forehead or cheek, I thought my breath was stank. This took me in for a loop. I managed to eat my food and got up and headed toward the door but I bumped into someone on my way out and got knocked down.

Could you watch were you're going next time. I rubbed my head.

I'm sorry ma'am,he stretched out his hand and I smacked it out my face.
Get out my way, Meshac!!

I stomped out the door and stopped in my tracks and turned to face him, shit  shit,shit! His sexy chocolate ass was standing before me. 

I fainted.