Castiel x Reader: Broken Rose

Chapter Seven: Complicated Feelings

I think I'm in love with Castiel...

You look at the Sam smiling slightly. "Sam..." you whisper. Sam looks at you and smiles. He places a kiss on your cheek. You giggle and push him away playfully. "Aww (Y/N)! C'mon! That's not fair!" he groans. You giggle. 

I definitely have strong feelings for Sam...

You sigh. "Sam... What am I to you?" you ask. Sam frowns. "Someone I want to protect. Someone I'm starting to love..." he says "I-I don't know..." Your eyes widen. "L-love..." you say.

NO! No no no...

Sam frowns. "What's wrong?" he asks. You start to cry. "Sam... I-I have feelings for you... But I have stronger feelings for someone else..." you sob. He smiles. "I just want you to be happy (Y/N)... If that means being with some unknown man then so be it... Just do you boo..." he says rubbing your shoulder. You laugh at his last line and hug him and kiss him on the lips and pull away. "Thank you Sam..." you say. He's blushing slightly and you smile even wider.

I'm glad he understands...

Dean walks over to you and sits beside you. "This mystery man wouldn't happen to be me would it?" he asks. You sake your head "It's someone you both know..." you say. Dean and Sam's eyes widen.

"It's Cas isn't it? You're in love with Castiel..." Sam and Dean say in perfect sync.

"Yes I am..." you say.

Meanwhile

"Damn... I can't get her out of my head" Cas mutters to himself. He looks down on you and the brothers in the hospital room. He hears his name and starts listening in on the conversation. "It's Cas isn't it? You're in love with Castiel..." Sam and Dean say in perfect sync. "Yes I am..." you say. Cas feels his heart start to beat faster in his chest. "She's in love with me?" he mutters to himself.

He starts pacing back and forth and then he hears you praying to him.

"Hey Cas... There's something I want to talk to you about... So when you get the chance... Just y'know fly on down and hop on the hospital train and visit me..." you say and Cas smiles to himself then catches it and stops. "No Castiel get a hold of yourself! You can't be with her! You'll only hurt her..." he hisses to himself. Then he frowns "But she wants to be with me..." he mutters.

"Cas! Please just come down here so we can talk... I-I love you Castiel..." he hears you say this last part and his heart nearly leaps out of his chest. "I'm coming (Y/N)..." he whispers.

Back to Your POV

You close your eyes and start crying. You know it's foolish you didn't expect him to come.

A/N - The next part of the chapter won't be a lemon it's almost one but it isn't...

Then you hear a flutter of giant wings and suddenly Castiel has collected you in his loving arms and is kissing you your lips moving in perfect sync. Then you hear Dean catcalling. You start to feel your face heat up but Castiel isn't stopping yet. He moves his lips down to your neck and kisses it softly. You moan when he nibbles it gently and Dean and Sam leave the room after pulling the curtain around your bed so you and Castiel are hidden from wandering eyes.

Castiel whips off his trenchcoat and takes off his tie. You work on untying your gown and you slip it off Cas looks at you and smiles. "Are you ready?" he says tilting his head. You blush and nod and slowly walk over to him and wrap your arms around his neck. He presses his lips to yours and wraps his arms around your waist. he pulls you close to him and your lips are locked and he picks you up and you wrap your legs around his torso.

And then your on the bed and he's on top of you and author-chan isn't ready to write this yet so we're gonna have this happen again when author-chan is prepared.

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A/N - Hey babes! Uhm... Let's just say that I've never written a lemon before and I'm not ready to yet so I gave you a little happy time with Cas I'm just leaving the rest to your imagination.

Bye!~