I have friends i always have but what hurts me the most is that no matter how long they are by my side they will never see the true me. They will never see the monsters that hide beneath the skin. They will never feel my pain. Not even the one closest to me will ever know the true pain and suffering that my mind brings me every day. It killes me inside that they will never see. So when i look sad or mad dont ask me whats wrong cause you wont understand you never could so just hug me. Remind me of y i'm still here please.
