I Have Feelings Too

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I'm always mad
I have anxiety
I see things that aren't actually there
Yes
I fake my happiness a lot
Yes
I act
Weird
Laugh
I pretend
Like I'm ok
When I'm about to freak out
When I'm about to stop breathing
Yes
I get scared
And want
To run off when
  I see things
But I don't
I stand there
Smile and hide the ache and fear
That's just me trying to become a better person
That's me trying to be
Positive and content with myself
Because I'm not proud
Of the person I am
Don't try to upset me
When I'm happy
You're just breaking my happiness and progress I'm trying to build up

12/20/16
22:16