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Chapter 1

**lexi's p.o.v**

I fell to the floor with a thud. Then the world turned into a blur and everything was fuzzy. I tried to yell out but no one would hear me. I was beginning to think I was a goner when Mum walked through the door.
Lexi are you okay? Baby wake up please wake up." I heard these words being yelled by who I assumed was my mum. From the sound of her voice she was panicking she was scared and I couldnt help her.
Rrrrrrrrring rrrrrrrring rrrrrring my mum was dialing 911. "911 what's your emergency ?" My my daughter fell to the ground she isn't responding to me please send help. "We are sending an ambulance now."
My mum was a surgeon at a big hospital. We had been moving a lot in order to find her a job so we could live in a nice home. Thankfully we hadn't moved for about 6 years. After my dad kicked us out to be able to see another woman we had no where to go so we had to make a new life for us.
**15 minutes later**

The ambulance had arrived to pick me up and I heard my mum sobbing quietly. Then I blacked out. No blur. Nothing. I thought I was dead then what seemed to be only a few minutes I woke up very tired and weak.
I blinked a few times before I noticed my mum sitting beside my bed holding my hand tightly.
"Mum? Whats wrong? Wha-what happened? Am I okay?" I asked starting to panic.
"Yes baby girl you are okay for right now you just went through surgery but there were not any complications at all you should be able to leave in a few days once they discharge you after you heal." Mum said reassuring me but I could hear a slight tone of panic in her voice.
"What happened what's wrong with me?" Then just as soon I finished asking the question the Dr. walked in. He was hot but I had a boyfriend so I couldn't think that. After a few minutes I realized that he was trying to wake me from my daze. Once I realized that I had been staring I apologized profusely to the Dr. for my girly acts.
"Good morning Lexi feeling any better?"He soon saida few minutes after me and mum ended our conversation. He then said that I was going to be fine and that I didn't have to worry about it." The thing you need to worry about is your health. It seems that you had a massive heart attack which was very abusive to your heart then we discover a mass and tried to take it out but we couldn't get it all. We put you on the transplant list but we will have to wait for a heart. You are healthy it seems despite that problem so we are going to discharge you in a few days as soon as your chest can heal from the surgery" he said very professionally like. "Any questions?"
"No" I whispered shyly, "none at all. "
"Well okay then I will be back to check on you later to give you medicine and redress your wound."
He then walked out and I turned to mum to ask what it was that she wanted to tell me.
She started to speak," I know that this is a horrible time to tell you this but (I saw the tears welling up in her dark blue eyes) I got fired again but the good news is that I got a letter from that hospital in New York that I applied for before this job and they said that they would double my paycheck if I went to work for them" she paused which I guess she was waiting on a reply from me.
But honestly I didn't know what to say I mean I finally began to fit in at school got a boyfriend made cheer captain and after all we had been living in London for about 6 years out of my 15 years so I talked with a British accent.
I finally said something. "How do you expect me to just pack up from my new life and move all the way to New York? I mean I know that this is a way better job but I mean what do I tell Justin? I love him mum I just can't leave him after all I put him through." I said this trying not to get to upset but my tears wouldn't go away... I waited on her reply then finally she said
" I know you don't want to move but I just have to start over I need someone to love I want to get married you need a father please lexi do this for me"
I saw that she was starting to cry then I puffed and said "fine but you have to get my phone so I can call Justin and tell him the news"
"Thank you baby I love you" she stood up and walked over to get my phone and gave me a huge hug.
I was actually glad we we're leaving because my friend kylee had moved to New York a few years ago and I wanted to see her again.
I called Justin and told him all that had happened about my surgery and me moving to New York. Then he started to yell at me saying. "Why would you leave me I told you I loved you I can't do this anymore you put me through so much crap because you have bad anxiety but I just can't deal with this so we are over sorry"
I predicted that he was going to be upset but not this upset I loved him. I started to reply when he hung up on me. I started crying then I told my mom that as soon as I got discharged I would get everything packed and we we're leaving I wasn't going to stay there with him there anymore. I was ready to go.

**thank you guys for reading this. Please don't judge me too hard this is my first book please vote and recommend it... Much love to you guys**