entry 17. / 21.9.15
dear diary,
:) taehyung gave me balloons today! for days i was feeling bad for turning him down when he was trying to talk to me, and i thought he was angry.
but today i realized that all taehyung ever really felt was sadness.
when i looked at taehyung, he reminded me of a lonely guy. a lonely but fun guy to be around with. i had no idea why so many people was so against him before. he.. fit perfectly in
our class.i always see him talking to our classmates so hesitantly, like he wasn't allowed to. i want to tell him that he was, and he deserved almost everything he wanted.
and today when he got me those balloons i think i was smiling the whole day.
yoonji and i aren't talking anymore. i knew exactly why, and i hoped she did too. and it honestly doesn't feel so bad, at least i'm free from her useless boyfriend yapping.
i wrote, 'y' on the side of his table again. i'm actually surprised he hasn't noticed it yet.
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