"They all used me like a doll in a dollhouse"
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All my life I had watched shows of people pretending but I put on the best show of ALL showing I'm fine but when the pain doubles I can't lie anymore I need to show my true self but I'll NEED up scaring the only one that loves me I'm broken but you know what they say you can't fix something that started out broken I'm not okay if your asking please help me I know you can't but at least try and save me from the shadows of my nightmares trying to consume me I can see dead body's every day and who's the fault m-me
No
It can't
Please leave me alone
NO
GO AWA-
I'm running this carousel now
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It's just a preview of what's really in store I'm so evil 😈
Ok maybe not 😇
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Itward thought he can just ignore me and I'll go away like a bad song HA no wonder he's that pathetic excuse for a assassin well I'm in control now heh
Pathetic
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I walked to my job opening the black panted door in the ally way in the wrong side of the city I enter seeing many other assassins like me I'm the odd one out everyone else looks like a ordinary person while me I have gouges piercings in my ears 'HAHAHA' suicide squad joker tattoos covering my arms two piercings on my bottom lip and wears the same gray white sweater with some bracelets and white side side parted hair and gold eyes I'm basically the weirdo like always I walk to my bosses room"hey boss you called me" " yeah here" he handed me a folder with info about my target "reason?" "The wife wants to have a affair with her lesbian girlfriend so she needs her husband dead" "ok I'll get it done" I was about to walk out when he stopped me "oh but wait" I turned around to see another girl there "Lucy will go with you" I smiled devilishly "but I work alone" "not anymore" I walk out "YO dude wait" I hear her voice it sounds like claws on a chalkboard (or that's what it Itward hears) "dude we're partners now" I look at this girl "yeah sure just get in the truck and lets get this done I see she rolls her hazel eyes and runs to the truck I got in the drivers seat and started the engine kill her she doesn't know what you do to your partners does she heh silly little girl GET OUT OF MY HEAD I start driving and Lucy tries to start a conversation "sooooo what's your name" "um Itward" " COOL" the way she says that scared me I hate loud people it reminds me
Flashback when he was 7
Smash crack the sounds of my mom cracking open bottles of wine against my dads head fills the air I'm alone in my room trying to block it out the screaming of my father begging her to stop goes through my head over and over I crying hoping the noise will come to a end "mommy....d-daddy please stop" the sounds fade away my father has passed out and my mother is coming up stairs "mother?" "Itward do not come down stairs until I clean up" and she walks away the way she said clean haunted me I get a nose bleed because I slammed my head against the wall hoping it was a dream
It wasn't a dream
"I can make it a dream" a voice soft but deep demon like "how" "let me take control and I'll slow down this carousel" " how do I do that" "just relax and let me take the wheel" I relax but quickly feel pain it striking like a hammer I try to scream but I can not speak I'm numb "mommy please help me "
"But nobody came"
Flashback end
I look down to see both my target and partner dead the target with a clean bloody cut separating his head from his body my partner is in the worst shape her eyes stabbed out her throat cut open the wound looks like I struggled a little tearing up her throat her left arm forcefully ripped off and her stomach having multiple stab wounds "I told you to just relax and I'll-" "FUCKING HELL MAN YOU RUINED MY LIFE GET OUT OF MY HEAD YOU ASSHOLE" I feel like as if I'm being strangled I fall losing breath "did you forget who's in charge"
"I'm the true host of his train reak
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Im so proud of myself
