Just Married

not another chapter unfortunately.

helloooo my sunshines.

sorry this isn't an acutal chapter. anyways, enjoy my little spiel, I thought this was the best way to reach out to you guys since some of y'all don't follow me and wouldn't know if I posted a message! :3 (sorry if I sound angry at times...)

I'm always wondering how you guys feel when I don't update, because I do the same with other authors I like here too. there's this odd grey area I feel wattpad authors have between wanting to make sure their readers get what they want but also for us to have our own lives. and I feel a little stuck in limbo with that because feel so freaking bad when I make you guys wait for chapters this long and trust me, it's not because I have some amazing social life or anything. besides the torture of school, the truth is, I just have really bad writer's block, very frequently. I'm envious of authors who produce chapters every single week like they're fucking dr. suess or something. I also don't like posting shitty chapters either.

the worst part has to be the fact that I know EVERYTHING THAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN IN JUST MARRIED. I just can't seem to put it into correct though. if you guys haven't noticed, I'm really big on spelling and grammar and having an actual decent plot even though the premise of my story is absolutely ridiculous hahaha. this makes it a million times harder to write.

I also want want want  to write for you guys. I have this thing where I see people say "write for yourself not for the readers on wattpad" and I get that, I get that so so much, like 100% but at the same time I say "fuck that shit." the point of anyone posting on their story on wattpad is to get reads and love from other poeple on their works for encouragement, almost like nurturing your love for writing. if not, then the authros would be sitting at home writing these stories and saving them in a little word document on their hard drive on their computer, not posting it on the internet for the whole world to see. there would be no wattpad if everyone wrote for themselves. you write for yourself, but you also write it for other people to enjoy. which brings me back to my point.

I am so sorry it takes me eons to update and slap out a chapter. it makes me really sad knowing I let lots of people down when I don't update. So I wanted to ask your guy's opinion on something. Since it is going to be 2014 tomorrow, or for some earlier, I wanted to know if you guys want me to post one more chapter for 2013 or did you guys want me to wait until I finish the chapter fully and post it for the brand new year?

Because I have about 3 wattpad pages already written (that I am super happy with), like a section, but it's not where I would normally leave a chapter off, and also since it's so short. I just want to leave it up to you guys, because without you guys, I wouldn't even be writing this :] I will never know how long it'll take me to update, but have faith, because I will never give up on the story and I hope you guys don't either. And some of you guys might be wondering, wtf, if you want to post a chapter, just post it, why are you asking our opinion? Well, mostly because I don't want to leave you guys hanging and not knowing when I'm going to update next year, if these three page chapter will satiate your desire for an update then so be it.

I'll be leaving this temporary author's note up for you guys to respond to until around 11 pm PST.

Thank you guys so much, really, because I just don't know where I would be without you guys <3 Have a wonderful new year, and I wish you guys all happiness and love.