What Should I Do?(A one direction/ R5 fan fiction) {EDITING}

Chapter 4

"Now that I told him.." my voice trying to hide the fact that I wanted to cry "what do I do.Not telling him is what kept me from stressing that he would come back.."'my voice was getting quite and a tear rolled down my cheek

"Dillon don't cry please,please don't cry" I hear Niall say from behind me. I turn around and he walks over to hug me but I push him away "Are you mad at me still?"

"Yes Niall you kissed my best friend when I was pregnant!"

"WELL I DIDN'T KNOW!"

"RIGHT AND I PROBABLY SHOULDN'T OF TOLD YOU" I yell as I walk out of the door with my hands in the air

"DILLON WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING?" I hear Niall ask

"AWAY FROM YOU!" I yell

"WHAT ABOUT YOUR SON?"I heard Niall yell

"YOU NEED TO SPEND TIME WITH HIM CONSIDERING YOU KNOW HE'S YOU SON TO!jackass" I yell bit the jackass part I say to myself

"SO YOU TRUST ME WITH YOUR ENTIRE WORLD!"

"Yes" I say as I walk back into the room. Niall turns around and stares into my eyes (which he did a lot when we were dating)"Mommy I want to go home, back to Dublin please mommy please!" I hear Kyle say which made me lose eye contact and I looked at Kyle. I walked over to him, picked him up and walked out the door.

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My phone rang once we passed a sign that said "Now leaving Mullingar" it was Niall "Hello" I say as I put the phone on my ear

"So the boy is my son?"

"Yes he is "

"Can I talk to him" I look in the rare-view mirror and Kyle was playing on his tablet "Yeah sure" "Kyle you want to talk to your dad?"

"yeah"he says as he reaches for the phone .

"hello" I hear him say.

After 30minutes or so Kyle gave me my phone back, then it rang again "hello" I say as I put the phone to ear

"hey..um..he hung up on me"I hear Niall say

"Haha" I say as I look behind me to see if Kyle was still awake which knew he wasn't going to be

" So will I get to visit him?"

"Sure if you can find out where I live"

"Will you tell me?"

"No cause that will take all the fun out of it"

"Please I want to be there for him please"

"fine I live in Dublin"