We'll Take It Fast // { markson } ✅ COMPLETED

Chapter 2

Author's Note:

I'm sorry for the wait. Here's the second part of story!

If you have any questions or reactions, don't hesitate to tell me in the comments section. I'll be happy to read them.

Thank you! :*

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For the past week, Mark had been thinking what went wrong.

After Jackson left his bedroom, everything suddenly felt awkward. It's as if there's an invisible barrier in between, hindering them from running into each other's arms. Mark wanted to ask Jackson to be his boyfriend but he was afraid to be rejected.

Was it wrong to give in to his own desires?

He wanted Jackson and so he let the latter do whatever he wants with him but it never had crossed his mind what would happen after. He thought that if two people have sex then it automatically equates to them being together, officially. However, Mark has been naïve. He was ignorant and didn't consider Jackson's perspective. Maybe he was in the wrong here. If only he had enough control to tame himself then this sticky situation wouldn't have come to life.

Asking Jackson what's their relationship is was the stupidest move Mark had ever decided to do. Now, it was clear to him that it was he who had pushed Jackson away. The latter must have thought that Mark was truly desperate to have a relationship and Mark remembers saying that he won't care but things changed and Mark would be lying to himself if he tells that he doesn't care, because it's the complete opposite.

Then, Jackson left later that day without even saying goodbye to him. Mark had broken down and his family was worried, asking him what was wrong. He didn't know what to tell them and so he ran to his room and locked himself up, bawling his eyes out until he was exhausted from all the crying and slipped into a lifeless dream. He was thankful that his family didn't push him into answering questions regarding his earlier break down when he went downstairs and ate dinner with everyone. Mark had the time to be at peace and let his family heal his broken heart.

New Year would be in a few days and Mark hopes that everything will go well for him the next year.

"Okay, wait. Let me get this straight. You had sex with this hot blonde guy on the day you met him?" Jinyoung stared dumbfounded at Mark who embarrassingly nodded. "What the fuck, Mark? I thought you wanted something that would last?"

"I do!" Mark protested, his voice had gone higher causing some of the customers in the coffee shop to look at his way. He gave them an apologetic smile before returning his eyes to his friend who still find it hard to accept the fact that Mark indeed lost his virginity to some guy who he had just met and left the next day.

"Then what the hell is this you're telling me?"

Sighing, Mark slumps his body on his seat, pulling his snapback downward to hide his eyes before crossing his arms lazily on top of his stomach. "I don't know. Everything happened too fast and I had no time to think about it. The moment our eyes met, it's as if we're speaking through it and before I knew it, I was naked and sore in his arms."

Mark wasn't exactly lying. He felt like he was in a dreamy state when everything folded in front of his eyes.

"Look, Mark, I have no qualms whatsoever with your decisions in life because I know you put logic first before your emotions but this is ridiculous. Are you sure you were sane when you said yes to his invitation to bed?"