A Blue Christmas

chapter 3

She opens it....its Evin. I honestly thought I was going to be more happier seeing him then I actually did. I honestly wanted to just go see my dad and beg him to wake up...."Evin can um I talk to you outside?" ....."um yeah is everything okay?" That's when I burst out sobbing and I don't talk I just fall into his arms...thinking about my dad what if he doesn't wake up...what if I never get to talk to him again....finally I pull myself together and tell him everything..whenever I'm upset he always kisses me to calm me....so I knew what was going to happen.. .he kisses my forehead,then to my nose and then under my eyes where my tears are and kisses them away. He finally gets to my lips....he kisses me and it makes me forget the world...I feel like we are the only ones there..I tell him to go to school that  everything will be fine and I'll call him later, and I tell him I love him. I go back inside and my mom is in the bathroom wiping her tear stained face. I tell her I'll drive to the hospital, so she doesn't have to worry about it. I clean myself up and she does also....we both are not looking our best but we honestly could care less right now...we go by starbucks to get some coffee to wake us up more and plus coffee is my mom's weak spot, it always cheers her up. After a thirty minute drive we are finally at the hospital. Mom's eyes are already watering....be strong, don't cry I think to myself....be there for her. Soo that is what I do. I get out of the car and open my mom's cold door. We try not to slip on the icy pavement as we walk into the hospital. I go up to the lady and say "we are here to see Casey Vandenberg. "....(silence).. "Right this way."