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It was never a gut feeling , it was never a kiss on the cheek. It was always about the truth. It was the fact that he respected me and all my insecurities , my imperfections. It was about the personality never looks, it was NEVER ABOUT THE LOOKS!! Often at night I'd find myself longing for him to just be there.
He was everything I needed. Nothing seemed wrong without him. He completed me, made me feel whole.I was no longer that lonely little girl. I was that furfilled twenty year old. I was finally living. Breathing with a purpose. I was happy. That was all I ever wanted in my life. And I had it.
I loved him. I cared about him. He entered my life when it was at its pit bottom. Amd he helped me get through everything. I trusted him and he with me. It was the perfect time of my life. THE BEST EVER. I'd never been better in my whole life.
Then they took him from me. They took my only sense of living from me. My purpose. I couldn't handle it. The pain was too much for me to handle .It was unbearable.
My body slowly started to reject the nutrients, all pf them slowly being cast out. My body was suffering , having such a hard time. The crave for food was gone.I was becoming numb. She'd try to get me to eat but I couldn't. The farthest it'd get was my stomach. Only seconds later to come back up.
She would stand by my bed looking down at me with her dark doe eyes muttering how miserable she was. I didnt like I either but it hurts. He was taken from me and he was gone. He's gone. And he never coming back. I was constantly thinking of him .
I was dying slowly, more and more. The longer I lived without him the more I died. A piece of me died everyday knowing I would never see him again.
The day I died was the day I stopped feeling the pain was the day I died. It was that day I knew that I lost him because he was never mine ti have, to keep,to be with.
I died with a clear conscious but knowing that I'd never find my true and actual purpose. I was gone and nothing could change that. I was reborn the day I died
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