Dear James

Dear James (7)

Dear James,

Hi! It's been weeks. I miss you. Don't you miss me? We started off as strangers and friends. We both know we could not cross the line and we also know that we don't have the answer to that. How're you? We only got to know for about a month. We shared things, secrets and even the worst moments in our life. We didn't even meet and someday you are wishing for it. As for me, I'm scared. I lied to you big time and almost all the things I've said. Maybe you ignored me because you realized that or maybe you just got tired of me. My whims, issues and all, that's probably it. My friend, I didn't mean to lie. I didn't mean to be clingy. I thought I just had to. Most girls are like that. I thought you're into that but I guess you are not. My night routine is a mess without you but now I'm finally awake that you didn't actually cared for me. I want to thank you. For being there when I know you're annoyed by me.

Thanks for everything. I realized for the second time that people come and go. There's no permanent in this world. There's only a choice.