Open Wounds by Skillet is the song above. I think it really fits your character in this story. Hope you enjoy this chapter!
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Your POV
I cried to myself as I laid in my bed. "I'm worthless. I'm useless. I'm a waste of space. No one will ever care or like me. I'm ugly." I said to myself. All of the words are true. I got out my pocket knife and slowly cut my wrists. I heard someone knock on the door. Who could that be? I ran downstairs and opened the door. It was my brother's girlfriend, Vinn. "Hi." I said. "YN, something happened to your brother." she said crying. "W-what happened?" I asked. "He died." she answered. Tears ran down my face. "H-how?" I asked. "H-he got st-stabbed." she answered. This can't be happening. He got stabbed. He got stabbed! I sobbed loudly. "Th-this c-can't be hap-happening." I said. She hugged me tightly. "It's okay." she insured. I cried into her shoulder. "I-I should get going, bye YN." she said. "Bye." I replied. I ran up to my room. I slammed my face into my pillow. I cried myself to sleep. He's dead. He's dead. And he's never coming back. He got stabbed and died. I woke up to my alarm clock. I did my morning routine and walked to school. I wore sunglasses so no one could notice I'm crying. Someone grabbed my shoulder. It was Terrence. "I'm so sorry about your lose." he said. I said nothing. Tears ran down my cheeks. He hugged me and I hugged back. "What are you doing you bitch!" a girl yelled. She pulled me away from Terrence and slapped me. My sunglasses fell off of my face. I punched her and pushed her on the ground. "Don't ever touch me again you slutty ass bitch." I said calmly, showing no emotion. "Terrence aren't you going to do something." the girl whined. He shook his head no. "YN, just lost someone." he explained. I picked my sunglasses up and put them in my face, then I ran all the way to school. Crying the whole way there. Some people told me sorry for my lost. Others they said I deserved to lose someone I loved, then they told me I deserved to suffer. I punched all those people in their face. Then I said they deserved it. I don't deserve any of this. All the pain these people bring to me. Why me? I did nothing to them? They bully me for no reason. I just want to live life quietly and peacefully. I want nobody to notice me.
The only reason I'm popular is because I get bullied and that's never going to change.
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Eyeless Jack x Reader
FanfictionYN was a very depressed girl. She had no friends and was bullied at school. Her parents were never home and her brother didn't care about her. What happens when a inhuman killer comes and finds her?
