The silence of the room of his once bestfriend fills the smaller boy with guilt and sadness
His bestfriend died because of him
Because he didn't think of his feelings and did the unimaginable
His bed was left untouched and his books and notebooks were left on his cleaned up desk
He walked over to his desk and saw notes made from him and pictures of him and their friends in the past
"I'm so sorry Kyungsoo... I shouldn't have done it!!" The small boy cried as he fell into his knees and repeatedly apologizing to his dead bestfriend
He stayed like that for over half an hour, thinking of why he did it, of his bestfriend and what they had done, and what he failed to do to make the other have a happy life
As he held unto the desk for support as he stood up, a notebook fell on the ground and its pages flew open with a pen laying on top of it
The small boy picked up the notebook, took out the pen and skimmed through all the pages
Seeing how his life was once perfect and peaceful as it leads down to his depression and death
He read the final note of his bestfriend and tears falling down his cheeks making the pages soak with his tears
"I'm so sorry!!" He screamed as he dropped down the journal.
A piece of paper fell out of the journal with words written on it.
He sat down on the ground and picked up the piece of paper and read the words written on it carefully
27 Final note
Hi to whoever is reading this
My name is Kim Jongin, the previous owner of Kyungsoo's diary
I'm dead and we died on the same day but on different as you might have noticed or not
Kyungsoo is fine and happy and loved now
He's up here with me
And I love him dearly
Anyways... I've read all of Kyungsoo's notes
The way he writes them and the way he expresses his emotions in the diary
He was really happy but he slowly turned sad and hurt
But I wouldn't blame the Chanyeol guy and his Bestfriend Baekhyun for it
I know the true reason why you guys did it
And I'm truly disappointed at you both
You both could've thought of a better way out of your situation back thenBut no..
You both had to choose the one option that you THOUGHT was the only way out
But still..
He holds no grudges against you both
Since he now knows the truth behind your actions
And he has one last message to this Baekhyun guy
"Baek, I forgive you.. your my bestfriend after all and I understand why you did it.. but I just wished you just told me the truth instead of hurting me.. we could've found another way to solve the problem...
So don't cry Baekhyun because I forgive you, and tell Chanyeol as well that I forgive him.. and tell the others that I'm sorry to leave so early
Take care Baekkie and be happy always!
Bye Baekkie"
That's all he wanted to say
And to the one who found our diary...
I have one last request...
Please rip out the pages of our diary and burn it along with this note and the diary as well
Its not only my request, but his as well.
So please for both of us
Burn them
Don't worry about Kyungsoo
Because he's happy up here with me
Thank you
- Nov 13 Kim Jongin
The smallers eyes were wide with bewilderment and sadness
He stayed like that for an hour before doing what Jongin requested
He ripped out the pages and burned them on the backyard
As he watches the papers burn, he bit his bottom lip as his tears flow down uncontrollably"No need to be sorry Kyungie.. I'm the one at fault.. you shouldn't be sorry.. and thank you for forgiving me.. bye Kyungsoo.."
He turns to the sky as he lets out a shaky breath
"Hey Kim Jongin!" He shouted, "You better take care of Kyungsoo or else I'll resurrect you from the dead and kill you all over again!!"
He chuckled to himself as he lifted the diary up in the sky. Inserting the note from Jongin into one of the empty pages
"Bye Kyungsoo.. take care" and with that, he threw the diary in the fire and left it burning.
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Up in the sky, somewhere in the clouds
Two set of eyes were watching his actions with smiles plastered in their faces."Do you think it was the right thing to do?" The blonde boy asks as he stares at his beloved with loving eyes
"Yep, I think so... Plus, I know he won't forget me, right?" The red haired looks up to him with a small smile on his lips making it form a small heart
"He won't"
The red haired smiles and leans his head on the blonde's shoulder as they both watch Baekhyun staring at the fire where the Diary burns
"I love you Jongin" the red haired says as he snuggles closer to the blonde
"I love you too Kyungsoo" he replies and kisses the top of his head.
The end of Diary Kai
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A/N
I bet you all are confused as to what the reason is for Baek and Chan to do such a thing
BUT DON'T WORRY!!
I'LL WRITE A PART 2!!
WOOP!!
Hurray for so much work ;-;
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Diary: Kai || KaiSoo ✩
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