Big Alpha's (Sequel)

11.

Lucas to the side >

Holly Skye.

Numb. 

That's what I've been feeling for the past year since I've been kidnapped by Lucas. I had lost the will to be happy. I've lost my mate. I've lost my children. I've lost... everything.

Everyday I would pray that George would find me, and then take me home. But I know that would only happen in my dreams. I was trapped here, yes I've tried to escape, many times may I just add. But, Lucas would always give me a punishment that I never liked.

Even though I knew of the punishment, I would continue to try and find a way out of this living hell until my very last breath.

The punishment was rape.

Every time I tried to escape or do something bad, Lucas would hurt me physically. 

The first time he did it was when I had pissed him off by saying that George would find me and kill Lucas afterwards.

The disgusting thing was to keep Lucas satisfied, he had planned to have ''sex'' every Monday and Thursday.

How disgusting is it to plan when he's going to rape someone!?

It hurt, it hurt a lot. I felt so weak, the fact that I couldn't defend myself against this strong Alpha. The only person I spoke to was my wolf, Emily. She tried to keep me happy by making jokes, but she forced herself to stop once she saw that I was numb.

Sometimes when it's not even Monday or Thursday, Lucas would sneak into my small room and have his cruel way with me. I had to lay there and do nothing, sometimes Lucas would make me pretend I enjoyed it so I had moan and kiss him. I had to or Lucas would do much worse to my broken body.

Everyday, Lucas would go more and more crazy. Sometimes he would walk into my room and stare at me. Oh, how much I wanted to know what he was thinking about. Was he planning what he was going to do next?

The only entertainment in this place was a large t.v in the lounge, I was allowed to roam the house I was in but only if Lucas or Liza was here. 

I had realised that a small pack lived here. They would treat me horribly, it was like I was right at the beginning again. I was treated like an Omega. I hated every single bit of it, but I didn't dare to disobey them since I would get a beating. Of course I would hit them back since I was still an Alpha Female, but then they would beat me even harder.

There was only one female pack member, and that was Liza. She was treated like she was a piece of meat, grown men would touch her body as she walked passed.

I tried to ignore the way she closed her eyes tightly and kept her mouth shut from saying anything.

I pitied her.

Just the way she pitied me.

Over the past year,  I've grown closer and closer to Liza. But I still didn't trust the girl. I was only just her 'friend'.

She wasn't allowed to leave here as well. Or Lucas would do the same exact thing he does to me to Liza. 

There was one time when Lucas was shouting at Liza for God knows what, and she walked off. But Lucas followed her and grabbed her arm, I don't know what made Liza do this but she did it, she slapped him hard across the face.

I was glad that she did it, but then I felt sorry for her afterwards once I saw the look on Lucas's face.

Later that night, I heard footsteps outside, in the hallway. I peaked through the opened door and saw Lucas walking into Liza's room.

Seconds later I heard struggling and shouts being heard, and then there was screams. Screams of pains. 

I didn't want to know what he was doing to her, and I doubt he was touching her sexually.

The next morning I woke up to a knock on my bedroom door, the person had walked in and it was Liza.

She had a black bruise around her eye, and around her neck there was red dots. 

Liza told me all about to, she cried in my arms and I had no idea what to do, so I just sat there playing with her hair gently. 

He had punched, kicked, strangled her. I saw the bruises all over her body as she was forced to wear a short sleeved t-shirt and some black pj shorts to show people her punishment for slapping Lucas.

Before I was kidnapped by Lucas, this was all happening just underneath our noses. I wouldn't of thought that this was happening to Liza with her smile always on her face.

It was a fake one of course. I forced myself to smile around Lucas so that he'd know that I haven't completely given up on George finding me and being happy.

I wonder what George is doing now.

Has he got a new mate? More children? 

Would he still be looking for me?

The thought of George giving up on me broke my heart and it felt like someone was stepping on the pieces.

So here I was. Sitting on my small bed, listening to complete silence. The only sound was my slow breathing.

It was night time, and I was hungry. 

I was arguing with my wolf weather to get something to eat or not, but if I get caught than I'd probably get punished. But oh well, I can't feel anything that Lucas does to me anymore.

I got out of my bed quietly, and opened my door. I was met with silence and no light at all, yet I knew where I was going. I listened to everyone's average heart pace and there soft snoring.

I tip-toed towards the stairs, and took every step down quietly and slowly.

I would just get a drink and that's it. I would have food in the morning.

But before I could reach the bottom step, I froze. Only because I heard voices that were whispering. They were both familiar. Liza and Lucas.

I peaked around the corner and saw that Lucas was holding Liza by her collar t-shirt, she was on her tippy toes. 

I listened carefully.

''What do you think you're doing down here at this time of the night? Trying to escape?'' Lucas asked calmly, which made Liza even more afraid, I could tell since her eyes widen slowly and she tried to free herself from Lucas's grip on her t-shirt. Her shirt was starting to ride up, and you could see Liza's flat stomach, that had a scar going from her belly bottom down to her lower stomach.

''N-no. I was just g-getting a drink, sir.'' Liza said polity.

She continued, ''-I couldn't wait until the morning sir, I'm too thirsty, sir.'' 

I could see from here that she had gulped nervously.

I didn't know why I was still watching, but I watched. 

Once Liza tried to say another word to explain her, Lucas slapped her hard across the face. Liza's head whipped to the side fast, a red hand print stained her cheek. 

I gasped softly.

I regretted that completely.

Lucas's head snapped towards where I was, and he smirked once he saw me. 

''Holly. Come on.'' 

His smirk proved that Lucas had a plan.

I should really start listening to Emily more often.

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Such a sad chapter:( 

Lucas too the side >.>