"Alexis Daton!" I got up from my seat and walked up to the receptionist.
"That's me." I said. I don't know what to feel. Excited, scared, confused? I watched her point down the hall, my eyes following to see a man standing in front of the double doors.
"Alex?" He asked as I stood before him.
"Alexis," I corrected. Behind those doors was my life. Even if I were to change my mind, I couldn't make myself seem like a pussy. I had to do this. Now or never.
The room was filled with so many people....so many posters.
"BBW takes on big fat cock" one read. Pollo set me up with an audition for a porn video and as you now know....I made it. He's done a lot for me and I couldn't thank him enough. This is something new but never new enough not to do.
"Come on over," a man yelled across the room. He looked like he was the oldest guy here.
I slowly made my way over to him.
"Hey sweetheart!" He spoke, showing his yellow teeth. I falsely smiled with disgust.
This whole scenery was enough. I've had sex plenty of times, but this made me nervous.
"Umm, Alexis meet Guy," he said, introducing me to a guy he was formerly conversing with. He was very tall and broad. Far from what I've dealt with.
"Sorry guys, I got to go," he said before leaving us alone, not giving us a chance to speak.
"Hey," the guy spoke. I just stared not able to say a thing.
"Are you deaf?" He asked.
"Are you fucking stupid? I'm not dumb nor slow. I'm just here to do the same that you may be. To make some fucking coin. Stay out of my way and I'll stay out of yours." I retorted. I don't know what I was thinking, but he pissed me off. I suddenly walked away.
A woman walked me to a dressing room and instructed me to undress. I know what I have to do. I took the clothes I originally had on and replaced them with the sequined dress she gave me. It was trashy as hell, but nothing I couldn't wear for 45k . My alarm went off signaling my cue to head to set.
"And action!" The director called. I was some 19 year old college slut looking for a good time from my gynecologist.
"How does it look Doctor?" I asked seductively while I laid flat on the table.
"Looks brand spanking new!" He replied...inspecting me closely. I wanted to roll my fucking eyes. This dude pissed me off and I knew he could sense the negative tension.
"Wait time out! I can't fuck a kid!" He yelled to the director.
"And I can't fuck some arrogant asshole who sticks dick up his ass for fun!" I said shortly after.
"Stop it you two. Just act like you give two shits so we can get this shit done! Now Alexis, if you don't want to follow through, say the word and I'll have your ass out in a snap," he argued. I sure did shut my ass up.
We continued the shot.
"How would it look if your mouth was attached?" I asked and licked over my lips. He secretly looked up at me and rolled his eyes. Next thing I know, his lips are on my pussy sucking for dear life. Nothing I haven't had before, but he was so much better. It was weird as fuck though to have so many people watching.
I flipped over as it was time to shoot the backshots. He gripped my hair and slid into me without warning. It hurt like hell. His dick was massive and I could not take it at all.
"Omg stop stop!" I mustered. It's like he wanted to hurt me. I tried so hard to push him off of me, but he was too strong. Everyone started to laugh like it was part of the act. Imagine begging for help and being laughed at. My eyes watered and tears fell down my face. A mixture of our moans and groans echoed through the studio.
"Andddd cut!" The director yelled. The guy slid himself out of me and winked before walking off. I laid on the table dead and lifeless and my pussy throbbed. It hurt so bad, but then again it felt good to hurt. I reached my hand down and rubbed it to soothe the pain. I was given a bottle of water and escorted back to the dressing room.
There, I put my original clothing back on.
"Alexis!" A voice said from the door. I turned to see the guy.
"What!" I snapped at him. He just smirked and entered the room before shutting the door and locking it.
"How old are you?" He asked getting too close.
"18," I said. He just shook his head.
"How old are you? That wasn't any 18 year old pussy," he disagreed.
"16," I honestly spoke. He stepped closer, making me take steps backward until I hit the vanity. I shook my head to say no. I had enough for today. I can't take anymore.
"Where you going sweetheart?" He asked and caressed my face.
"Stop" I spoke and smacked his hand away. He grabbed my arms and held them together, placing me on top of the vanity. His mouth finding its way to my neck leaving open mouth kisses. He started to undress, taking off his sweats and v-neck tee. I tried to make a run for it as I was pulled back and choked. He threw me against the wall and pulled down my pants and underwear.
"Why you gotta make it so difficult?" He asked.
*flashback*
"Mommyyyy!" I yelled.
"Shut the fuck up bitch!" The man yelled and put his hand over my mouth. I don't know what is happening to me, but it hurts so bad.
*end of flashback*
I just gave up and let it happen. There's nothing I can do. He wrapped my legs around his hips and stuck his dick in me. I didn't moan, I didn't scream. I just let it happen. I closed my eyes until it was over.
"Thanks," he said before throwing a hundred dollar bill at me and leaving the room. I was left sore and broken. Sex is nothing new to me, but rape.....that's something I could never seem to get over. Even if it has happened a million times.
I recollected myself and got my things together. I left the room.
"Alexis......my girl." The director said motioning me over. I slowly walked over to him.
He thanked me for the shoot and gave me the check for my work. I saw the guy that I shot with and quickly walked towards the double doors.
"Savion come here for a second," the director called to him. Now that I know the bitch's name, I can file some sort of report.
I walked out to the waiting room and said my goodbyes to the receptionist. Pollo is outside waiting for me. I can't keep him waiting or I'd be screwed. 45k is nice. Especially for my first ever video.
"Hurry up bitch!" He yelled out the window. I sped up making my way to the truck faster. I got in the passenger seat and buckled my seatbelt.
He asked how much I made and took the check.
"That's mine," I said. He shook his head and threw me a stack of cash out of his pocket.
"That's yours," he clarified and sped off.
"You got an all nighter tonight so I hope you take a nap," he spoke as we road on the freeway.
I shook my head. "Cancel".
"Iain canceling shit, you better get yo ass together. You fucking with my money and I'd hate to have to beat yo ass," he yelled. Ig this is the life of a young slut.
"She couldn't get any farther away inside from her skin. She couldn't get away." - Cynthia Voigt
