numinous || vmin

0.4

JIMIN // gasping

that night, i fell asleep with my hand pressed to where my heart was. it was beating so fast, so fast i thought it's going to crush my ribcage. i fell asleep with you on my mind. the sunset gave me hope and so did your boxy smile that belonged only to me, your warm embrace as we said our goodbyes. 

at 7am next morning, i got your text asking me to meet in our favorite cafe, saying it was really important. this was it, i though, grinning like a child on a christmas day as a graphic tee covered my half naked body. will you remember? we once saw it in a shop window together and both liked it very much, but then you bought it for me saying you would look like a dump anyway. liar, i knew you just wanted to make me happy. 

there were so many things on my mind as i was taking slow yet eager steps towards the vista cafe. what should i do when i see you there? probably just hug it out and keep enjoying your presence silently. what i want to do when i see you there? i wanted to kiss you like we haven't seen each other for ages, like there was only few seconds left for me to live. i wanted to kiss you like your lips could give me an oxygen because tae, you are my oxygen. all these thoughts bothered me and i couldn't wait to see which one of them would come true.