Careless Whisper //one shot//

Careless?

They say everything is worth living, but I say not everything is worth living, there are some time you need to sacrifice even for your happiness , because you may regret everything

For me, sacrifice is showing love , same as loving yourself, giving importance to other , same as giving importance to yourself
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May mga bagay na dapat pinagiisipan bago ilagay sa totoong buhay, dahil may mga  consequences itong kaakibat, pwedeng saya,pwede ring kalungkutan .. Sana pumanig kayo sa tama  , Hindi tulad sa ginawa ko.  Ano yon?

Ang pagbitaw sa taong  mahal ko kapalit sa kaligayahan ng kaibigan ko.

Oo Alam ko, katangahan ang ginawa ko, eh anong  magagawa ko? Mahal ko ang kaibigan ko, at ayaw ko na habang nag sasaya ako, eh nagdurusa sya..

May nagsasabi sa sarili ko na I-give up ko sya para sa best friend ko , may nagsasabi naman na unahin mo ang sarili mo, kung mahal ka talaga ng best friend mo sya ang mag gi-give way...

Pero mas  pinili ko ang sa Alam ko ang tama, ang pag give up, pero Mali pala, isang malaking pagkakamali..

Nasakatan ako, ng bongga pa sa bongga, Parang Mas masakit pa sa masakit..

Pero, its my own decision so I shouldn't regret, but I can't help it, I cry everyday,every hours,every seconds of my life..

I made a wrong choice..

I killing myself everyday..

I let myself suffer..

I give up my life..

And I regret for doing this..

But it's too late because I know he belong to my best friends heart now..

Its f*cking killing me! But I can't do anything to make it ease .. All I can do is to be happy for them,but my heart won't do the same , I don't know how to move on, to move on for my wrong decision

I wish that all this thing is a dream, but d*mn its all true

I let my 'Careless Whisper' dictate me.

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