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to my mom
if you ever find this:
I'm sorry that I'm not good enough
I'm sorry that I'm weird
I'm sorry that I can't go to school without sleeping
I'm sorry that I can't sleep at night
I'm sorry that I'm insane
I'm sorry I'm not social in the real life
I'm sorry that I can't keep my room clean
I'm sorry that I dont eat enough
I'm sorry I eat too much
I'm sorry that I can't make you proud of me
I'm sorry that I'm in my room all the time
I'm sorry that I make you feel like you wanna kill your self
I'm sorry I'm not dead
I'm sorry that I'm still alive
I'm sorry that I'm a mess
I'm sorry that I'm fucked up
I'm sorry that I hang out with the boys more then girl
I'm sorry for being my self
I'm sorry for not knowing to do my hair
I'm sorry that I'm a ugly ass bitch
I'm sorry that I'm not the perfect kid that you thought I would be
I'm sorry for ever being born

why didnt you just choke me to death if you dont love me you even said it to my fucking face in the fight

to reader chan (you):
im sorry that I wasted your time

to the world:
I'm sorry I'm not dead
I'm sorry I'm still alive