Why did I let go? -TsubaMari

Where is she?

Tsubasa's P.O.V:

"DIE!!!"

After 15 mins of fighting, I was still furiously swinging my sword around, sending it in flames as I slashed the Noise with pure hatred, It was all their fault after all... That she was gone. All I could do in return was kill those packs of noise then let out my revenge on the one who sent the noise to attack us in the first place. I couldn't let her death go to waste, So I had to fight,  just for her, because I owed her a lot, For fixing the whole in my heart that appeared when Kanade had died. it was only right. Maria risked her life for me... And just because she liked me back, it was truely sorrowful, but I felt content for a second knowing that she had feelings for me as I did for her. Maria was truely special, So I couldn't just forget about her and let her be sent to the place where Kanade went to when she died. I had to think positive. And believe everything was going to be alright, But deep inside, I knew it wasn't. Maria just died. For me. It kinda reminded me of that one time when we defeated carol....

(Flash back) "Tsubasa?" Maria said, happily through the the communicator that she was currently trying to use while fighting her fake double that was trying to get a hold of her emotions while swinging the gugnir spear at her endlessly, but she couldn't block it for long. "Singing with you was so much fun... I hope we can do it again..." She paused, silently crying as she whispered her last sentence. "If we can... I want to sing all night..." Maria said, sounding happy enough, but all Tsubasa could do in response was fall down to her knees, and start to cry, thinking Maria's time was over, and that was the moment the whol Chaffeu exploded, bringing Maria, Shirabe and Kirika with it, But they survived luckily, and Maria lived up to sing again with Tsubasa. But their one night together of singing was still yet to come.

(Present) All I could do was become angrier at myself  for being so vulnerable to let Maria go at such the wrong time. I was breathing quickly and loudly. Slashing violantly at the noise, while others just kept coming. Maria. Maria. Maria! I couldn't let her death go to waste.... Not now... I could feel my body going berserk against all the noise, rapidly slashing at all of them, not noticing Tachibana, Shirabe and Kirika staring in horror at me from the other side of the building, to outstanded to asist Me against the noise, But what I didn't notice was Yukine silently smirking behind Tachibana, seeming to be looking like she just won the Olympics, It was very strange no doubt, And just looked scary. "TSUBASA-SAN STOP!" Tachibana yelled at me from across the building, concern evedent in Her golden eyes. I could feel the two younger Symphogear users restrain my arms from behind, gripping my hands tightly, as if they let go they would instantly regret it. Tachibana and Yukine just went to finish off the noise, Yukine pulling a gun shaped like weapon out of her gear, then pulling the trigger, and surprisinglay, it made them instantly disappear, But I didn't see fast enough to to see it. 

Tachibana  instantly stared in aw at Yukine as she walked towards me smirking. "Nice try Senpai, But that's the weakest state I've ever seen you in. Is something the matter?" Yukine asked mockingly, seemingly already knowing what happened, but I didn't realise it. I strongly realised the two smaller Symphogear users grip off me and then stood up on my own and looked down at Yukine darkly. "It's non of your business... Now get out my way..." I replied coldly, turning away and pushing passed Yukine and Tachibana walking towards the elevator after de transforming. I didn't even notice The triumphant look on Yukine's face when I got on the elevator. I needed to see if Maria's remains were at the bottom. Or if she was well and whole. I didn't know, But I was about to find out.

I got out the front door and looked around, there had been no signs of a crash, or dint in the pavement, And Maria wasn't anywhere to be seen, and this was directly where Maria was going to crash accept there was no sign that anyone had even layed a footstep on it. But I couldn't see her anywhere.

Wait... If Maria isn't here....

 Then where is she?...