Kat

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I'm the 14 year old daughter of Keri and Louis Tomlinson. Elizabeth Kat Tomlinson. I go by Kat. I have dull brown hair that's wavy and blue eyes. I live in the shadow of My older brother Kendall. I'm shy and quiet. I've been bullied by the 'Populars' of my grade since I was 10. I would have been one of them if I was willing to let them know who my parents were.

Rushing to my 3rd period which is music. I saw that look on Kendall. Everyone knew he loved Clarabell. Everybody loves Clarabell. Even the new kid Zach. He's my bestfriend since he's my only friend. I was shoved against my locker by Marissa. Queen bee of our grade. "Hey mouse! Where you going? Music? You don't belong here! It's for talented kids." She said with venom in her voice. I was starting to cry with the voice of my savior came deep and just in time. "Leave her alone." Zach said to the Marissa. "New boy. You're pretty cute. Stop hanging around with Mouse, here and maybe you will be popular." She hissed at him while having her hands on my shoulder pinning to the lockers. "I'd rather stick with Kat, then stick with you. Why don't you show the clowns how you do your make up." He sneered back at her. Marissa scoffed at his remark and stomped away as best as she could without falling in her 6 in. heels. "Kat, you have music next right?" Zach asked me. I nodded. "Will you show me the way?" I smiled and toke his hand.

Running past the chemistry room I was pulled to by Zach. "Who's she?" He asked pointing to Clarabell. "That's Clarabell Horan." I said jealousy showing in my voice but he didn't notice. "She's beautiful." He said in a dazed voice. I pulled him into the music room. I was in my seat the minute the bell rung. I saw Zach sit next to me. Which surprised me I sit in the back where everyone else avoids. Mr. Deem called Ashley to preform her song. She picked Call Me Maybe. I yawned and decided to tune out. I hadn't realized that Mr. Deem was calling my name until Zach nudged my arm and pointed to Mr. Deem. "Ms. Kat, Pay attention. It's your turn. Hold on to your glory of bets freshmen vocalist." I nodded walking up to the front. I started the piano slowly then added my voice along.

I am the diamond you left in the dust

I am the future you lost in the past

Seems like I never compared

Wouldn't notice if I disappeared

You stole the love that I saved for myself

And I watched you give it to somebody else

But these scars no longer I hide

I found the light you shut inside

Couldn't love me if you tried

Am I still not good enough?

Am I still not worth that much?

I'm sorry for the way my life turned out

Sorry for the smile I'm wearing now

Guess I'm still not good enough

Does it burn

Knowing I used all the pain?

Does it hurt

Knowing you're fuel to my flame?

Don't look back

Don't need your regrets

Thank God you left my love behind

Couldn't change me if you tried

Am I still not good enough?

Am I still not worth that much?

I'm sorry for the way my life turned out

Sorry for the smile I'm wearing now

Guess I'm still not good enough

Release your curse

'Cause I know my worth

Those wounds you made are gone

You ain't seen nothing yet

Your love wore thin

And I never win

You want the best

So sorry that's clearly not me

This is all I can be

Am I still not good enough?

Am I still not worth that much?

I'm sorry for the way my life turned out

Sorry for the smile I'm wearing now

Guess I'm still not good enough

I ended the song. Standing up and bowing. "Ms. Kat, you never fall to leave me with emotions. What song was that?" He said to me. I replied quietly "Good Enough by Little Mix." He nodded to me leaving me to return to my seat, but not without being tripped before by Alex. He snickered with his friends as I got up. "Now that," Mr. Deem said pointing towards me, "Was what I was looking for when I said emotional songs. Give a hand to Ms. Kat.". Zach was the only one clapping. Mr. Deem continued down the list of names. I just tuned out again. It was 5 minutes till the bell that Zach leaned towards me. "That was great. Where did you learn to sing like that?" He asked me. "My dad was in a boy band. One Direction." I said to him as the bell rang. I ran out of the classroom quickly. I successfully made it to geometry without any interruptions. I sat and waited for Mrs. Higgs to start the lesson while others were either fixing their hair or make up. Or ruining it by kissing. I never understood why people do that in public. They should keep it behind closed doors.

"Happy early birthday, Kat." Mrs. Higgs said to me giving me a hug. She was always nice to me. "Thank You Mrs. Higgs. I can't believe my birthday is tomorrow!" I'm going to be 15." I said to her. She smiled at me sweetly. She sees what happens in the halls and has gone to the principle multiple times but seeing as Marissa is his daughter he refuses to believe it. She gives Marissa detentions though. They never work. I had one more class and they went by fast. I saw my dad's car out front and climbed in. Seeing my suitcase in the back I was ready to go to the lake. This spring break the Malik's were coming. I hope they have a cute son. I need a boy to tell me I'm his for the next two weeks. Maybe that's all I need.

A/N

Another update!

Last one till Friday.

Good Enough by Little Mix on the side.

Picture of Zach on the side :)

Isn't he really really cute?

Love you all! Thanks for over 600 reads on Meeting You Yay!

Bye Narwhals!

~Directionerloving1D

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