I was right I knew from the start something would happen. But I guess its all my fault. Knowing I still feel this way sucks but now more than ever. Because every time I see you it's not that I shake but I can't do anything. I fell for this girl and now I have nothing. It's hard trying to pretend I do. I promised and swore it would never end and I will always feel this way. But the thing that ended was of my own mistake. I hate that I think my stupid little thoughts I hate that I'm me. I hate that I can't do anything to fix this I hate that we can't be. It's all my fault and I hope you'll listen to this idiot I seem to be. I outa stop writing because every time its just a bother to those who are listening. It's hard enough to listen on my own. I can't do anything. I. I'll just find my own way home... goodbye till next time my one time love because this idiot you know will fix himself. I hope you're satisfied will your care..
