ZAYN'S P.O.V
It's been 2 months since Mariee left me I have been trying too text , call , facetime , oovoo , skype , tweet , emial etc but she doesn't replu back too me. Niall , Liam , Louis & Harry talk too her all the time this shit kills me that I'm losing her little by little but what kinda mkaes things worse is I over heard Liam tell Niall that if I don't tell the world about me & Mariee he's gonna ask her out :(. That would break my heart even more knowing the girl I love is dating my best friend. I am laying in my bed looking through mine & Mariee's pictures from when we started dating , from when I was on the xfactor , too meeting Tabby , prom , dates , our frist kiss , Selena's birthday , etc. She's been the biggest part of my life. She's the girl I wanna spend my life with. I pull the draw on my night stand out & took out a little pink box it was the ring I got Mariee no not a promise ring we have those I wear her's everyday now. I look at the ring & say too myself
"She will be mine again & I will ask her too be my wife just not right now maybe in a few years"
I heard a knock at the door & I knew who it was by the knock it was Niall.
"Zayb can I come in mate?" he asked
"Yeah lad" I say hiding the ring even though he knows about it
Niall came in & sat on he edge og my bed looking at his phone. Shaking his head & looked up at me
"Zayn you have too read this text Tabby just send me" he said with a sad face
~~TEXT MESSAGE FROM TABBY
"BABE SHE HASN'T SLEPT OR EATEN ANYTHING FOR THE PAST 2 MONTHS ALL SHE HAS DONE IS CRIED NON-STOPPED SINCE SHE BROKE UP WITH ZAYN. EVERY TEXT SHE GETS FROM HIM SHE CRYS. SHE MISSES HIM BUT WONT TALK TOO HIM OR TAKE HIM BACK UNTIL HE TELLS THE WORLD. & YEA SHE'S IN THE HOSPTIAL" SHE SAID
~~END OF TEXT
I started at the text for 3 minutes my eyes starting too water I looked at Niall who then looked at the floor & said
"You hae too tell Zayn the text Mariee send me broke my heart man"
"What did she text Niall. SHOW ME!!!" I said
He took his phone & gave it back too me with Mariee's text
~~TEXT MESSAGE FROM MARIEE
"HEY BEST FRIEND. I MISS YOU. I HOPE YOU'RE HAVING FUN ON TOUR. I JUST WANNA SAY THAT I LOVE YOU & I'M SORRY IF I BRING YOU PAIN WITH THIS TEXT BUT YOU'RE THE ONLY ON I TRUST WELL YOU & TABBY BUT I WANN SAY THAT .... I TOOK A WHOLE BOTTLE OF PILL & I'M WAITTING FOR THEM TOO KIC IN SOON. I CAN'T TAKE THIS PAIN SO PLEASE DON'T CRY JUST KNOW I'M LOOKING DOWN ON YOU FROM HEAVEN WITH SELENA. TELL ZAY I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM NOT MATTER WHAT BUT ... I CAN'T TAKE IT NO MORE. I LOVE YOU NIALL JAMES HOARN :'( </3"
~~ END OF TEXT
"Zayn she tried too kill herself last night Tabby rushed her too the er when she found her on the floor still alive she's been there for 7 hours with her she still hasn't woken up but she's alive" Niall said
I cried at the fact Mariee tired too kill herself because of me & my stupid ways. She's my life if I lose her I'll be lost in the world without I am already feeling lost & broken without her in my life. I took the ring back out & stared at it with tears running down cheeks
"Niall I made up my mind by next week the world would know I'm with Mariee & that I love her with every waken bone in my body & that I can't live with out her in my life" I said with the ring still n my hand
Niall already knew about the ring because her went with me & picked it out with me we got in in Mariee's too favortie color purple & pink. But now I'm ready for the world too know about me & Mariee & I would do anything in the world for her I would be with my princess again & that's a promise I swear. <3
A/N : OMG MARIEE TIRED TOO KILL HERSELF OH NO :O AWE ZAYN GONNA ASK HER TOO BE HIS WIFE IN A FEW YEARS <3 I JUST MARIEE IS OKAY :* THANK YOU FOR READING MY STORY LOVE YOU ALL <3
MUCH LOVE
CHANTELY MARIEE COLON <3 :'(
