i found you when least expected
i found a shelter in you
your persona was so charming it bewitched me completely
i craved and i desired you
i wanted this to work so badly that it all vanished
i don't believe and am hopelessly romantic
i fought for you
i lost
i would still give my life for you
but
i can't help a person who doesn't want to be helped
i can't love a person who turns away from my love
i can't see you self destroy your existence
i love you hopelessly, breathlessly
i fear this feeling so much i cannot think straight
emotions overflow me like a waterfall
i am drowning
my heart is bursting out of my chest and my organs are all twisted inside
i am scared i will never recover from something so strong i cannot explain in words
we both know what we did
we loved too much, we had heaven
and now we rot in hell
