Angel

Chapter 1:Alone

NUBIA

A year earlier 

I walked down the street in the rain.I don't even know why it's not like a have anywhere to go.My name is Nubianna Roselle Angel.My mother used to tell me the nurse at the hospital messed up on my birth certificate and put 'Rosely' instead of my real name roselle.I'm 17 now and I am homeless by choice.I'll take you back into my past years so you'll know how i got to this point.Not that i have a home really my mother was a mistress to my father.I use the word 'was' because she's dead now.My father was a controlling man and when i was 10 my mother decided she was tired of being second place so she took me and ran away.

It was about 2 years before my father finally found us in Tampa.i don't know why my mother didn't take us further because we were from Orlando and anyone who lives in Florida  would know that Tampa and Orlando aren't really that far from each other.

Once he found us he raped my mother,he said he had to feel her once more before he ended it all.Once he finished he told my mom he was in love with her and he couldn't have her then no one could and right before my eyes he killed my mom.

I was twelve  and my father walked up to me and said the words i will never forget.

"you're beautiful NuNu,just like you're mother a dangerous kind of beauty.A beauty that men and woman will kill for so be careful with the choices you make".

And with that, my father shot himself in the head and his blood splattered all over me.I just continued to watch TV like my parents weren't dead on the floor but the door was kicked down  soon after because the neighbors had called the police.

I was placed in a group home that night.There i met this 15 year old boy named June.June wasn't a nice kid at all in fact he June would touch me at night but i wouldn't dare say anything because June ran things at the group home so i just toke it.Everyone knew about what was happening  but never really cared,I was known as June's girl.June acted as if we were in a relationship and i accepted it,truth be told i really didn't really care what June did with me.My life has never really been a good one really so i had just stop caring when i was 10 and we had to run from my dad.I knew dad would find us and that he would kill my mom because he always told her he would if she ever tried to leave him.I just don't really give af about anything i just accept the things that happen to me.

Me and June had been 'dating'for 3 years when he turned 18 an had to leave the group home.I was 15 then and everyday he came back to visit me and he wanted me to run away and be with him.When i declined he became angry.June pursued his vengeance by having his friends beat me up everyday an i never ran from them  because i knew that would make matters worse so i just took my punishment and kept it moving this went on for a year and a couple months..

Once June saw his plan to force me to be with him wasn't working he did something that i didn't even think he was capable of.He got me pregnant,on purpose of course.He sneaked into the group home to have sex with me, of course i didn't protest at first when he was eating me out i just let him do what he wanted but when he went to insert himself inside me i asked him where the condom was but he didn't answer he just ram himself into me.June always like to have rough sex with a few exceptions for when he wanted to 'make love to me'.when the people who ran the group home discovered i was pregnant they kicked me out.I realized June's plan at that time he got me pregnant because he knew it would get me kicked out.of course once i was kicked out there he was waiting for me to come crawling back to him,but i didn't I declined him again.June is insane and having money only made it worst because since he left the group home he had become a drug dealer.He put a hit out for my head and when the guy found me i had to either chose June or die. I would have choose death if i wasn't pregnant because i really have nothing to live for,but since i was i choose June.June and I were married even though i was underage.I guess life was okay June was nice and i was 3 months pregnant.

Things went down hill when i found out June was cheating on me with another girl from the group home named Myralise.

They had been sleeping around before i arrived at the group home but she began came to side chick once i showed up.I was actually really upset i didn't think i would be but i was.I had gotten attached to June in some weird way.I told him a wanted a divorce and he lost it. He beat my ass and the threw me in the basement for weeks with no food and made me miscarry our baby.I was depressed  and he finally let me out the basement on the 4th week and i had lost a lot of weight.He found out i miscarried and he was crying but he was the reason it happened.

I refused to talk to him at all and the i got the idea to run away, but i knew it would be hard.I was slowly but money in to a separate account so i could have somewhere to go when i left.when i had enough i left but i realized June could have tracked my card.so i toke all the money out my account and yea ive been on the run ever since then.now i'm here in the streets of or;and because i have no where to go and no one to turn to

I'm alone