As I sit in this corner reflecting on everything that's happend.a tear drops you know how suicidal I have been ?! I just never had the balls to do it .I grab my journal and continue to write to my hearts content . I think I'm 16 now .
They drained my magic when they kidnapped us.
My brother? He is forced to transport drugs.
They tell him if he tries to escape they will kill me.i don't know why he dosnt leave he has complete freedom to.im dead on the inside anyway,im just a body no soul, no life.ive been rapped about 236 times and counting .
"Knock knock".
The man who kidnapped me says.i still don't know his name,but let's calls him Kevin .I look up as he walks in "you have a visitor... He unchained my ankles and throws me on the bed and cuffs my wrists to the bed.i I close my eyes and he undresses me.i open my eyes and he's sitting on top of me ,he bites his lips and crawls off the bed ."have fun you two." he says as a fat man walks into the room and locks the door ."hi sweetie...were going to have fun (; ". I turn my head as he takes his shirt off he drops in on the floor and begins to unbuckle his belt as he stares at me.i turn my head towards his again and he crawles into the bed and sits with one leg on one side of my body and the other on the other side his dick is right their . I close my eyes and my stomach tightness . I sit their being raped with no one to help me ,it's hopeless about an hour goes by and he get out of me . he crawles off the bed and gets dressed ."I'll be back and you better be tight". he says ,I stare in disgust . Kevin walks in did you have fun babe?."ill come see you tonight . "
237.ive been rapped 237 times .
" Where is nik?" I say. It's the first time I have talked in years
"wow your talking I was beginning to think the cat got your toung."
"where is NIK!"
"If you really must know he was never your friend hunny.we use him to capture young witches and warlocks ,"
Tears fall from my eyes
Kevin leaves the room after he chained my ankles back on the floor .i get my journal and look around the room.i see that man belt I can almost reach if "Uh" I say and I finally grab it I put it around my neck .I grab my pen and write In my journal .
As I take my last breaths and my last looks of wear I am I write .
"Mickey ...I love you so much."
then on a new page I write something you will know later I sign my name the date which I believe is 12.25.16 and the time I look at the clock 12:56. The world was crashing down my world. it was over ,it came to an end .
I grab the belt and look around I tighten it ..
And tighten it ...
And tighten it .. The blood in my face is trapped no wear to go..
I can't breath but I don't let go I'm finally going to end this.as it should of a long time ago. It's getting worse I start to choke but don't let go and I mouth out the words."the axe forgets the tree remembers ".
Goodbye .
Authors note: that's an original quote . thank you very much I hope you liked the book !👌💘
