Simanda Lovestory

Chapter 1

I walk torwards our waiting room at BGT and see Simon smile at me as soon as I enter the room. I always feel so loved when he lays his eyes on me, but I know... he will never really love me like I love him. We are both single, we went on a date and he told me he wasn't into blonde women.

I was really dissapointed. I pretended that I ordered a cab anyways, but I really had hoped to go home with him even if it was just one time. We never talked about it again and continued to have our flirty best friend realationship.

It hurts to see him everyday and not being able to tell him how much I love him... I am suddenly pulled back into realty when Simon snips his fingers in front of my face and says, "Earth to Amanda... Are you still in there?"

I laugh and he joins my laughter soon. He just always makes me laugh.... That is one thing I love about him. "So honey I wanted to talk with you about this new thing  called Handy Mandy. I know it is not really what you would call a dream job, but..."

"I'll make it," I say and smile at him. I can't say no to him. And especially when he calls me Mandy or honey. He used to call me babe too, but that changed after our 'date'.

He stares at me in disbelief. "You'll do it? Oh my god Amanda you are amazing!" He says and kisses me onto the forehead.

I love it when he is this close to me. Probably everybody knows besides Simon that I love him... I am not good at hiding it. He is my biggest weakness and it's obvious.

But Simon can be blind sometimes. He stands up and walks away. I smile and look after him. David shakes his head and says, "Sweety tell him that you love him or he will be taken away from some other girl."

I shake my head softly and say sadly, "He isn't interest in me..."

It's the sad truth. He isn't into me. Our date is stuck in my head. God it was perfect until he told me there would be nothing between us and that we should stay good friends.

In this moment my little girly world shattered into tiny little pieces. I am an actress so I didn't let him see how hurt I was. I cried myself to sleep that night and still can't think about that night without tearing up.

I walk into my dressing room as fast as possible so that nobody sees my tears. I always try to keep the happy face when I am with them. They don't need to know how I really feel. I slide down a wall and begin to cry. My cries become more and soon I sob uncontrollably.

I hear a soft knock on the door and try to dry my tears before this person enters, but it's too late. Simon opens the door and looks worried at me. "What's wrong Mandy?"

He walks over and sits down next to me, hugging me close.

"Nothing... Everything is alright," I lie.

"Don't lie to me Amanda. I know you and I know that you are NOT alright."

"It's okay Simon... I just have a rough time right now."

"Is it a man?" He asks and I laugh sadly.

"Yeah. You could say that."

"Who is it? I am going to kill that guy for breaking my little Mandy 's heart," he says really angry.

"No, it's alright Si. I am okay. Really."

He wants to say something, but a crew member comes to tell us that we can go to hair and make up now.

He kisses my head and stands up to walk away. He helps me up and we walk together to hair and make up in silence. Little did he know that he is that man that breaks my heart ever day again and again.