Kou x Reader~

Chapter 27

Third POV (Narrator)

"Today was the day! Today was the day!" Y/N kept repeating in their head. Well I guess it did make since Y/N was so excited. Y/N was getting out of the hospital today after all. But like seriously you could see their excitement from a mile away! But I wouldn't blame them, I would be super excited to get out of the hospital too if I was in it for that long. But I guess it was Y/N's reckless actions that got them here in the first place. Y/N looked around their surroundings. Making sure to get every single detail of the place they wouldn't be seeing anymore in their head.

Y/N POV

  "I can't believe it!!" I accidentally let those words slip out of my mouth. But I couldn't help it! I was so excited, now I can actually be able to spend way more time with Kou!! He made everything better for me! I mean yeah I will admit he can be a jerk sometimes, but he is my jerk!! Plus he wouldn't ever try to hurt me. I learned that fact a while ago. I had only a few more hours left in this horror show they call a hospital. Like it's not normal for creepy people you don't even know to come and visit you! Like learn your facts people! Gosh that makes me so angry, knowing they let anyone come and visit me. Like I'm excuse me, what happened to asking them how they know me?! I don't ever want to come to this hospital again! That is for sure. I could finally move around in my room now and finally of course I could speak once again. That feeling felt so nice, I missed it I will admit. But I mean who wouldn't miss those feelings of being able to feel free. But I guess sometimes it was hard for me to feel free, knowing how the other vampires are. They treat me like I'm theirs, and they act like they can do whatever they want with me. It's so annoying, they know that I belong to kou and kou alone. No one else. I wish they would understand that.

  Since I was finally able to walk, I got up off of my uncomfortable hospital bed, like they really could at least try to make them a bit more comfortable here. I walked over to the window. Looking at the beautiful view I had. At least that was one good thing about this hospital, they have wonderful views. I just stood there for a few minutes, if someone were behind me they would definitely question what I was doing, I mean I would do the same thing to be honest. But each second I look out that window, to look at that wonderful view. I feel like it gets better. I could look out of this window for ever to be honest. It made me feel so free. I liked this feeling. I wish I could feel this more often. Maybe I should tell Kou that I want to go out to see views like this with him. To be honest that would be the best feeling ever. Two beautiful things, with me. Would be the best. I couldn't wait to see Kou. I kept looking at the clock in between the time I was looking at the lovely view. I really wanted him to come, but I knew he was probably doing something at this time. Who know what it could be, I just have the feeling. I chuckled to myself thinking about him.

  I walked over to the door that led out of my hospital room. I looked at that for a while too, almost like I was examining its every detail. I knew it seemed a little weird, knowing that I was looking so intensely at a foot, but I couldn't help it. I would be leaving from this door in a matter of time. I would be able to walk outside, I will be able to walk in that air, the air that holds the most beautiful view I could ever imagine. Yes that didn't really make much sense but it's okay I was just too excited. After a while of staring at the door. I walked back to my bed. I sat on top of it. Facing the window once more. I smiled so big, I couldn't help myself though. I closed my eyes, as I did this. I continued to smile. It felt like I left the world for a little. I couldn't see all of the hate anymore. I couldn't see all of the cruelty. I saw the beauty. The peace. The hope. The love. This world has so much to live for. This world is over rated with such hate, such depressing thoughts. I couldn't imagine why I would jump out of that window... it wouldn't have done me any good. What if I wasn't lucky enough to live? It would've hurt so many people. I started tearing up, from showering myself in these thoughts. So many of them. They just kept coming in. I couldn't help it though. I didn't really know I was feeling this way. I didn't know why I kept thinking the things I am. But I guess it could be a sign. Maybe a sign to never do such horrible things to myself ever again. To love this world. I slowly opened my eyes. I looked at the clock. Wow it has already been a few hours. Time flies by fast I guess. I heard a little knock at the door, and then I turned my body around to see it slowly open. I saw Kous head peak through it. Then he walked in holding a bunch of roses. 

  "Kou-Kun! I missed you so much!!" I let those words out of my mouth.

"Shh~ don't get too excited the doctor said you still need to rest for a while after you leave here."

I nodded. Then he came closer to me. Each step he took, made my body feel with even more excitement. Is this what love feels like? He finally reached me, and then put down the roses on a little desk near by. After he did that. He pulled me in a tight hug. I hugged him back, and once again I closed my eyes. Soon, I would finally be out of here, and I'll finally be with the person I love the most.

Heyy! It's been a while since I updated any of my stories, omg I'm so sorry guys. I'm okay so don't worry, I've been so busy this year, and so much has been going on in my life. This chapter I felt was a more peaceful and calm chapter, and that's because yesterday I found out one of my dearest friends is in the hospital for trying to kill herself and they don't know if she will be okay, and it really affected me and it still does and I'm not sure what I want to do anymore. But I'm telling you guys this because I want you guys to talk to me if anything is going on in your life, I'm a good listener and I'm always willing to talk about life, you can vent to me all you want, I'll listen, I care. I'll try my best to give you guys advice but please promise me none of you will do anything to yourselves. There is so much to life, please remember that. Please remember you're so loved by so many people, and remember that I love all of you with all of my heart.