Broken

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Austin and I were in the car heading to school. I was shitting bricks, I have to face Justin. I'm still ignoring his texts. I need to deny what I said I need to lie too him. There's no way he's falling in love with me. How could I be so stupid, I didn't even think about what I was saying I should of just kept my mouth shut but no, I carried on talking. Austin must of realised of stressed I was as he out his hand on my thigh and gently rubbed it.

"Rachel, breathe, calm down" he said calmly as he parked the car

"I'm just nervous" I said shyly

"Rachel, he probably loves you back, I mean what's there not to love about you? You're gorgeous, funny, great personality" he said looking me in the eyes. Did Austin just like admit he liked me? No we're best friends because I could list the things I like about him.

"Really?" I asked nervously

"Yes, now come on, we're going to be late" Austin said looking at his watch. " actually we're already late" he said then laughed and I laughed with him. We climbed out of the car and walked calmly too class, I may look calm on the outside but inside I was so fucking nervous! My heart was beating fast, I had sweaty palms. I'm actually quite scared to see Justin, I'm scared on what he has to say and I'm just worried in general. Austin pulled me too his side.

"Rachel, stop overthinking it" he said, dammit Austin seriously doesn't know me inside and out. Even without looking at me and trying to read me, he knows. Well that just proves he's my best friend. We walked into the school building and I straight away saw Justin, I quickly him behind Austin. I know it's childish but I didn't give a fuck.

"Walk!" I whispered/shouted then started pushing Austin but he kept laughing on how childish I was acting.

"Stop laughing" I whined, we were about to turn the corner when I heard Justin call my name.shit.

"Rachel?!" Justin yelled, I quickly stood up and started speed walking trying by best to walk fast.

"Rachel, go talk to him" Austin whispered, I quickly shook my head and I then got pulled back expecting it to be Austin but no it was Justin, fuck. I have to face him now. I've been ignoring his texts, doesn't that like give him a clue that I don't want to talk too him? Justin was about to saying something but I cut him off.

"Rachel, I lo-"

"I joked! I'm not falling in love with you, I lied!" I said all too quickly, it felt bad to lie but I couldn't admit it because it'll me too much if he said he didn't feel the same way. I felt I a bet rude considering I cut him off on what he was going to say. I looked up and Justin looked hurt,like really hurt.

"You joked" Justin whispered in pain, I looked down too the floor, I couldn't look him in the face.

"You fucking joked?!" Justin yelled causing me to jump from his sudden reaction. Woah, I wasn't expecting that. I took a big breathe and looked up spat him.

"Yes" I said trying to be confident when in reality I felt like crying.

"Fuck you, Rachel, fuck you!" Justin growled then stormed off and punched the locker and then left the school building. What the fuck have I done? I turned around and saw Austin standing there, that's when the teasers started falling. Austin came over to me and hugged me and comforted me.

"Can we go home,please" I sobbed, luckily Austin said sure and off the went to his car and went home, I could stop crying. Justin, he probably hates me, he probably thinks I'm a cunt for joking about falling in love with him but wait if he didn't feel the same way he wouldn't of reacted do like that?! I suddenly felt relieved but then thought, nah Justin Bieber doesn't fall in love. But then again Rachel Blue never use to fall in love. Things change I guess. Before I knew it we were at home, well Austin. I went in and went and sat on the sofa and curled into a ball. Austin sat beside me and pulled me towards me so I cried on his chest.

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