Forever in my Heart. [Sawyer Hartman fanfiction](PAUSED!)

Chapter 7

'Okay, okay... NOW you're my perfect girl... You have Oreos!' Sayer mumbled as he shoved another Oreo in his mouth, we had to sneak back into the kitchen to grab a second packet after ten minutes!

'Aw, thank you!' I winked as I took a bite from a biscuit,

'Right, now... You know my type of girl,' he winked, 'So what's your type of guy?' Sawyer was genuinely interested, he looked at me waiting,

'Uh, I don't know really... Anyone?'

'Youre not pulling that on me, c'mon, right... Describe your dream guy... So like, tall? Eye and hair colour? Stuff like that,' he really wanted to know...

'Okay, so... I suppose he'd be taller than me... Nice body, so like, he worked out and stuff! Nice hair, spiky maybe..? Nice eyes, so like... If he had brown eyes,' I saw Sawyers face drop slighty, 'They would be big and you know, like, so I could melt into his eyes... But I love blue eyes too...' His face lit up then, a small smile on his lips, 'Yeah, bright blue eyes... The ones that only certain people have, you for one!' I winked, 'But yeah, so... Nice hair, good body... Tattoos are cool too! Uh, blue eyes, taller than me... He had to be kind and stuff... Funny, can make me smile, just by smiling! But yeah, all that stuff!' I sighed as I finished,

I was describing Sawyer.

'Well... You are adorable!' Sawyer mumbled before he leant in... I leant away from him though, 'What?' He looked annoyed and hurt,

'Im sorry... But... You are kind of known for having girls all of the time... And you being my favourite person ever... Dammit! I know that you'll get some girl, and I'll be here like, 'hey! Remember me?' But you'll have this girl, and I'll be heartbroken, because you know... I thought I could have a chance, but c'mon... Like I could ever have a chance with you!' I laughed at myself and looked to the floor, I could feel Sawyer looking at me but I didn't want to meet his gaze, 'I'm going to go out...' I stood up from the bed,

'You don't know how much you mean to me already then...' I heard him whisper, but I ignored it, 'You can't go out... It's like, four in the morning!' Sawyer said, he sounded hurt almost,

'I know what time it is, but I just... I don't know,' I sighed and grabbed a pair of 'sweatpants' and pulled them on, along with a pair of converse, 'I'll see you later...' My voice went thick... I wasn't going to cry over something this stupid!

I ran out of my room and to the front door, I had my phone so I would text Amber where I would be going,

'Wait, Lish please! Let me say something!' Sawyer ran to me, his hands rested on my hips, I looked down,

'Save it,' I smiled up at him then, 'We are just drunk!' I reminded him, but he shook his head, 'Look, if you really mean what you're going to say, say it when we are completely sober, see you later,' I kissed his forehead as he looked down, his hands fell from my hips and to his sides. I opened the front door and stepped out, closing it quietly.

I had no idea where I was going to go...

*around an hour later*

I ended up walking down to the beach.

The moon was bright again, and the water reflected it beautifully! The powder like sand, that in the day would be a golden colour, now looked a pale white, and the water looked as if it was joined to the sky by how dark and mysterious it looked... The air outside was still very warm compared to London! There was a slight breeze too, nothing cold, just a small pressure of wind that made the strands of your hair move, it was lovely.

I sat on the sand for a while, I wasn't really tired either... The alcohol seemed to still be in my blood stream, keeping me awake.

'I wonder if the waters warm...' I wondered to myself out loud, I looked around, there was, of course, nobody around... It was 4am! There were still cars driving around on the roads, but I was right by the waters edge so I could still heard the faint hum of traffic,