Childhood Romance (One Direction, Justin Bieber FF)

Chapter 5

Chapter 5

(Niall's P.O.V)

"I.." I can't say I love her. No. We have only just reunited for 3hours after so many years. What can I say? My mind went blank.

"I... 'Ve been on tour for a month now" OMG why did I say that?. I can't just expect her to believe that is what I wanted to say given the conversation we are having.

"Err... Yeah I know, and how's that going for you...?" She looked puzzled at me.

I nodded in reply. I'm so embarrassed. I'm such a dickhead. I don't deserve her.

"Good. I- um- better go" she said as she downed her hundredth cocktail and walked off.

Damn. I leaned over the table with my hands covering my face. I just ruined every chance I had with being with the girl of my dreams. I let out a loud sigh as I felt a large hand against my shoulder. I turned around to see Justin who sat down still touching me.

"What happened bro" he said, taking a sip of beer.

"Well.." I began to explain.

It took me about 15 minutes to explain to Justin until he actually said something and his words were..

"Wait ... You're, like, serious? You love her?" His eyebrows rose so high in shock.

"Yeah I guess, I mean I get butterflies when I see her, and I blush when she says cute things, and I end up complimenting her accidentally, when I talk to her I can't help but smile and I feel complete when I speak to her man."

Justin sighed and fell back into his chair. "That's deep. I say you wait. Like until your sober. Then she'll believe it. I mean look at her" we both turned to face her, she was dancing with Amy on the dance floor. "She's certainly not sober"

"Your right. I'll tell her at Fredo's party" I told myself and Justin. I can do it. I downed my beer, did a hand shake with Justin and then joined the girls on the dance floor.

(Justin's P.O.V)

Amy and I were dancing wildly to the music when I suddenly out of the blue felt a pang of guilt because I was dancing with Amy. Why? What had I-. Alfredo's face flashed through my mind for a millisecond until I realized. Where was he? How long had it been until he left? I need to call him.

Telling Amy I had to go to the loo, I walked to the exit. Pushing the doors open, I felt as if someone had poured a bucket of ice cold water on me. The icy air kept hitting and clawing at my skin. Rubbing my now goose-bump covered arms, I pulled out my phone and rang Fredo.

On the third ring he answered.

"Dude, where are you?" I rushed.

"Why do you care?" He voice was muffled as hoarse as if he had been...crying?

"What's happened? Why did you leave? How long has it been since you left?"

"I thought you were my friend." He paused for what felt like hours before speaking again, "but I guess I misjudged you. How can you ask what has happened, why I left. You know very well why Justin." He snapped at me, his voice getting angrier the more he spoke.

"Amy." I sighed out heavily. I thought back to when Alfredo and Amy were dancing and there almost kiss. What the hell have I done? He spilled his heart out to me telling me how he felt towards Amy and I just shoved it in his face. When I asked Amy to dance, I pushed Alfredo away from his dream, the moment he has been waiting for. It was as if I had said 'You'll never get a chance with Amy, let me just make it easier for you.' I am such an idiot, a screw up.

"Why did you do it Justin? WHY?!" I could hear him on the verge of tears now.

"I am so sorry. I really am. I tell the truth when I say that wasn't me back there. I am so sorry Alfredo."

"We could have kissed! But no you had to fucking butt in didn't you. You never wanted me to be happy, never have. You never cared about me only your fucking self and image." I had to hold the phone away from my ear an inch because of how loud he was shouting. I really fucked up!

I don't know how to respond I can't keep saying sorry.

"Alfredo where are you?" I whispered softly.

"I don't want to see you!" At that he hung up. There was only one place I could think of where he might be. My teeth were furiously chattering and I was scared I was going to grind my teeth until nothing was left.

I quickly walked back inside and headed back to where I had last seen everyone. Sure enough they were still there.

"Guys I am gong to find Alfredo." My words tumbling out rushed.

"We are coming with you seeing as you are the only sober one left." Amy gave a cheeky smile. I felt my stomach flip but was then hauled down by the mass of guilt. I responded with a weak smile.

"Okay. Well I think I know where Alfredo is!"

"Where is Alfredo!! Why did he leave?" Niall asked looking worriedly around the others doing the same.

"I'll tell you later, right now we need to go" With that we left the disco and headed to my trailer. Hopefully he will be there otherwise I have no idea where he will be.