You Won't Stop Me

Falling Apart

The names Evelyn Paige. Not Paige Evelyn, my mother died in the twin tower of 9/11. My daddy and my brother abuse me. they keep saying to me that they want me to die. I feel like nothing just an idiot. that's mostly my 17 years of my life. nobody likes me, nobody cares about me, and never will. it just sucks being me, life just sucks. My only dream is to stop being bullied, and be the most popular girl in school. Nope still getting bullied, and the top dummy in school. to be honest school is a lot worse then home. But now today I am home schooled, my school was terrible. It was like in the morning you like start to be okay. But then all the sudden you own brother gives you a black eye. By the time you get to school there are 5 girls kicking you, punching,hitting,and more. That is my routine of school. See what I have to go through? That's why I am homeschooled today. In the morning I woke up to my brother pulling and dragging me out of my bed. "Get up you ugly ass face." he screamed. I slowly got up, my head hurting from the night before when my dad punched me. "Dad and I were trying to tell that we are leaving for the day, and this BETTER be clean, because my friends are coming over." he said. I liked when his friends come over because that means I won't get a beating, at least not AS bad. "okay" I said very quietly. He pulled me off the floor by my arms and I felt like for a second I'm about to have a heart attack. I decided it wasn't the best decision to be lazy. I could not wait until the pain ended! It would be soon though. Just 7 more days until I am 18. Also 7 more days until I could live with my boyfriend. His name is Eric (my brother, my dad, and my boyfriend don't even know about.)