I finally found you .

Chapter 3 : The ride back home

5 minutes have gone by and I'm here waiting for him at the second bench at the arch . He knows I hate waiting . He fucking knows it . Why would he let me wait ? He better have a good reason to why he's doing this . 

*pap pap pap* 

'Dee ! , I'm so sorry . My teacher held us and wouldn't let us go on time . Can we go home now ?' 

'What's your last period ?' I asked while trying to control my anger with clenching fist . 

'Ms. Owen . Errr Literature . Yeah . ' replied Cameron . 

'Let's go . My transporter is here . I'll tell him to drop us off at the nearest bus station so he can pick my siblings up at their school and we can head home . ' 

We walked out of school 

The whole journey from the school to the bus stop was an awkward one . We didn't talk nor held hands . I know he's lying . Ms. Owen is an incredibly punctual teacher and she doesn't even teach literature . 

I want to confront him but i don't have the guts to do so . I love him so much and I don't want this small matter to ruin what we have . I know we're new but I really want this to work . 

I guess I'll just let this go . 

We arrived the bus station and there's only one seat left . Without hesitation , i walked to the side of seats and stood there . However , to my surprise , he sat down on the lonely seat . 

I walked towards him and asked if he can follow me to the side of the bus station . 

'Sure . Are we gonna make out behind there ?' 

'NO . We need to talk .' 

'Aight lady bossy . ' 

We walked to the side of the bus station where there aren't many people . I gathered my guts and ' Why did you lie to me after school ?' I asked . Pretty brave huh ?

'Dee ....'

'Cameron , we're new . Don't ruin this okay . Don't even try to be in denial cause you know that you lied . ' 

'Okay . I admit that I lied but I didn't mean to . I just ............ I just can't tell you' 

'Wow what can't you tell me ? I thought we don't keep secrets ? Aren't we an item ? Never mind . The bus is here let's get on it or you can take the next bus . It's only 5 minutes away. Bye . ' 

and I got on the bus . Tears streaming down my face , I don't know what should I do . We're new !

I want this to work . Before we dated , we had fun seeing each other and he made me feel so secure and good about myself . When he popped the question while we were texting , I said yes without hesitation but now I'm having second thoughts . 

Worst part is , I can't talk about this to my friends and also my best friend . 

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I got home and ran straight to my room , my eyes are literally puffy and red . I was starting to feel insecure like something isn't right between us . Again, we just started dating . How can it be that I'm feeling this way ? 

I took my phone and texted Cammy . "Hey are you home yet ? I'm home already . Please reply me as soon as possible , Love you very much ." Send . 

I took of my socks and threw my phone on my bed *plop* . I walked to my closet , took my workout outfit and put them on . Then , I played Black Beatles by Rae Sremmurd and Gucci Mane and I went beast mode . 

A few minutes in to my workout , my phone rang . I hope its him . 

It's him ! A smile appeared on my face and I picked up . 

'Hey baby . I'm sorry . '

'Hey cammy , hi , it's alright . I'm sorry too I was wondering umm -- if you--... '

'If I would like to go over to study ?' 

'Yeah . You read my mind . '

'Hey listen , about today . I'll tell you about it when I can alright . But anyways see you in 2 hours .  I love you .' 

'Yeah sure . Love you too . '

I put the phone down and went back to working out . 

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'Brandon , Bel-leah , Cam is coming over to study later on . Please do your work in your room . Thanks let's eat . '

'Are you guys gonna actually study? ' says Bel-leah . 'I don't like that Cam guy . He sucks . ' 

'LEAH ! I look up to him . ' 

'Ew Brandon . Just ew . 

'Shut up guys and yes leah we're going to study  . Maybe hang out a little after that . Eat . Now . ' 

Bel-leah rolls her eyes and proceed to eating dinner .    

Brandon looks at his plate and picks out the greens while leah just eats everything that's on it . I on the other hand decided that I should go on portion control since my boy is coming over later and we may be making out .  

This is nerve wrecking . It's the first time he's coming over as my boyfriend . MEEP .