The Dark Shallows

Part 1

Why?

Why?

Why huh?

Why you?

Why the feelings?

Why do I care?

All these questions

Answers unknown

But then I realize who you are my answers I know

Growth

Just like a seed, we grow and grow and grow

Growing with every bit of energy that flows

That flows through our body , mind, and soul

Until we whither away like petals that grow old

Smile 

Smile

Sounds simple right?

Until you have to force it

Then what do you feel

Is that right?

To smile is to hide the real emotions inside

Unanswered

Who? What? When? Where? Why? How?

The questions left unanswered

Who made you?

What made you?

When did you?

Where did it?

Why now?

How?

All the questions YOU  have yet to answer

Sad

You cry, you weep, you beg, and plead

There's nothing you can do

You want to leave, you shout, scream

The sadness overcomes you

Darkness

You can't help it, it's consuming

It's inside you, you're losing

It hurts so bad, just like bruising 

You can't help it 

But you know darkness is brewing

NO

N.O

I said "no"

I don't want them around

They haunt my mind

I can't have them around

But I'm abnormal

I'm not like your kind

EYES

Eyes they say, people can see into your soul

Whether you have dark eyes just like night

Or eyes as bright like the colour yellow

The eyes are the window to who you are inside

So I don't want people to look into mine

For they will see, a monster, a freak that lies behind

Silence

Call it what you will

The quiet, silence, emptiness

It doesn't matter

No matter how silent it is

You can still hear the heart in my shatter

Time

Tick Tock

The sounds of the clock

The sounds of the time passing by

But here I am wasting away

Wanting to get away

But my monsters keep me in the dark

Sweet

Sweet an adjective? a sense of taste?

I guess you can say both

At least that's what the killer thought

He thought "So as I am, the taste is also bold"

Shallows

Deep, deep within the shallows

Is nothing but waste

People who waste away that is

In the shallows is where I am

Where I've already wasted away that is

Gone

Gone ; an adjective

To be away, absent, not present

In that case I'm gone right?

My soul is away, absent and not present

It's hidden in the dark

Away, away gone.

Lost

Can you help me? Please help me....

I'm lost

I don't know where to go

I don't know here I am

I'm lost

Th light inside me has gone out

Please help

I'm lost

Beats

Thump, thump, do you hear that?

Thump, thump, my heart is racing

Thump, thump, do you hear it?

The beats stop

They're dead.

Out

Get them out! I want them out!

I can't stand it! Get them out!

They're in my head, they talk so loud...

If they don't leave, then I want out...