Bajanlox

Chapter 4

I decided to get rid of my razor since I couldn't end my life since I have Mitch now. He makes me happy with each look he gives. It has made me rethink everything.

But there was one more thing that made me want to cut more. Did Mitch still have feelings for Jerome? Did Adam still love me? What is Jerome gotten back with Mitch?

These were the questions that kept me up at night.

"Ty, babe? Aren't you going to sleep?" Mitch rolled over to face me.

I shook my head , "Mitch, do you still have feelings fo-" 

"Why would I still have feelings for someone who cheated on me?" Mitch questions as the sat up.

I teared up and looked down. "I-I don't know... It just seems that everytime we record with him, you act ner-"

"It is because I am with you biggums." 

I blush and lie back down next to Mitch, and huddle into his chest. The warmth of his chest calms me down and I drift into sleep.

-Ty's Dream-

"I'm sorry, Ty. But, I still have feelings for Jerome. Please don't be mad. I hope you don't take this too seriously." Mitch said as he walked out the door with his bag.

I was alone in my room with my razor I found again.

I pressed it down on my skin as I slid it across. The blood dribbled down my arm as my vision faded away.

I started to feel dizzy as I saw the blood flow down and dripping onto the floor.

The blood smelled of iron as it stained my white t-shirt.

The room started to fade as I say a white light calling for my name.

"Ty..." I heard the voice say.

The voice sounded like Adam, and it sounded calming.

I reached out my hand as I tried to reach the arm streching out to grip mine.

-Ty's Dream End-

I got up in a cold sweat as Mitch was looking down at me. Mitch was crying as he hugged me.

I tilted my head as I wrap my arms around the Canadian.

"Y-You worried me! You were talking in your sleep and saying things like 'death'and such." Mitch whimpered out.

I frowned as I told him about my dream and looked down.

"I-I just think you still have feelings for Jerome... And I think Adam still loves me..." I cry out.

I cry on Mitch's shoulder as he ruffles my hair. I reach for his arm off my head and look into Mitch's eyes.