awkward

chapter five

(play the music 🔼)

I just walked out of the building, on my way home when I heard someone behind me.

I turned around to see Kai.

"Hey Tyler. You doing anything?" she smiled at me.

"No, I'm free. Did you wanna go to the park?" I replied.

She smiled and held out her hand and I hesitated but grabbed it.

When our the palms of our hands touched, I got all of the same rush and feelings I got when we first kissed on the porch.

When we got to our spot in the grove, we talked and dreamed like we normally did.

She was talking about traveling and I  kinda zoned out. I thought about how peaceful she looked and how much I wanted to kiss her again.

And how great her body probably looked.

She hurt you T.

I heard ring through my head.

Kill her.

I closed my eyes.

Do it Tyler. Or are you too bitch made?

I quickly sat up.

"Tyler, are you okay?" Kai asked, looking at me concerned.

Do it. You're alone out here.

"Yeah, I'm fine." I said smiling at her. She scooted over closer to me and grabbed my face, bringing me in for a kiss.

And, yeah. I let her kiss me. And I kissed he back.

Cause I knew I would miss this.