I'm really feeling like I belong to myself
In the sense of no one can really treat me
Nurture me
Listen to my soul
Nurse my wounds
Pick my brain
The way I would like them to
Hold me close with their actions
And not just their words
The way I need them to
The only person who can show me loyalty is myself
Yet each time I sit around and wait
Praying for change
Hoping
Wishing
For a person stuck in their ways
Temporary restarts
And pauses in my journey
Because I want to feel
How I make myself feel
By another person
Another soul ...