Chapter 1 | Why Me

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Warning: This chapter contains explicit, sexual content for mature audiences. Excuse me for any errors made.

Chapter 1 | Why Me

7 years ago

I sat along the edge of my bed watching Set it Off on B.E.T. I turned my TV up to as high as it can go, but it's still not blocking out the sounds of my mom shouting at an unfamiliar man.

"You know what, I don't give a fxck just give me some money!" my mother wailed. She begs every man for money she brings in this run-down apartment. Honestly I don't know why though. I'm consistently in my room when she brings them over.

I reduced the volume on my TV to hear the rest of their conversation. I might as well since they're yelling so loud.

I stood up tiptoe to the doorway. I pushed my ear closely on the door. I heard no further sounds. Aside from the heavy footsteps ascending up the stairs towards my way. I quietly went back to my bed looking at the TV as if I wasn't just trying to eavesdrop a minute ago. The door swished open and closed. I twisted my head only to realize a bald headed man that stood three times my height was in my room.

" Um, sir, you have the wrong room my moms room is next door. " I announced.

He laughed softly," Of course I don't. I know I found the right room." He began walking towards me with a big koolaid smile.

I was creeped out each step he took. Once he sat down I couldn't help but feel uncomfortable at how close he was to me. Thus, I moved over some.

" No, sweetheart, don't move I like it when we're closer." he said lustfully. I might be young, but I'm not a dummy. I leaped up to go, but was drawn back by a pair of hands.

" Why are you leaving, we are just getting started. " He whispered through the kisses he placed on my neck. I was so frightened I couldn't escape cause I was under his capture. I was like a stick compared to his physical body.

" Momma help me please!" I shrieked. I wiggled around, but it was still no use. He clasped his hand over my mouth.

His big rough hands started traveling up and down my fragile, but chubby body.

I let out silent tears,"Please stop." I wept. He just laughed at me. He placed me down roughly pulling my checkered PJs down along with my undies. I knew that what he was doing was wrong. My momma told me I should never be touched down there before she started being mean.

" Your mom went to get some stuff and right now we got some business to handle." He whispered. He took his index finger and place it in my muffin. His fingers were going in and out of me. The pain was intolerable.

I yelled for him to stop, but he wouldn't. Nobody heard my screams. I thought my mother would come to my rescue of being sexually assaulted and abused. I thought the people would hear. But they didn't so I found a way to escape before he took my pride away, leaving him there in pain never looking back.

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