Shadowing Of The Moon Jacob & Bella

chapter 18

Bella POV

Wow me and my Jacob and my brother  all head back to the reservation I can't get over the fact that I just found out that  Esme. my biological mother and I know everything that's going on now

Jacob- what going on inside of that head of yours babe ?

Bella: a lot to fine out that I was always destined to be the special type of work because of the shadow of the Moon and then to find out a lot more about my Heritage is like Esme my mother and being reborn be part of this century I want to take it and you know

Paul: well you have me and Jacob and Charlie and the rest of the pack and the Cullen's to help you now that we know what's going on with you for real sis

And I know that my brother is right and it just alot to take I'm figuring out that I was destined to be imprinted on by a wolf so I'm glad it was Jacob I understand everything I tell you one thing that's for sure need to get together for a few months now and I'm thinking about being ready for us to do now

I saw that my brother could tell by looking at me and mouth if you are ready to take that step with Jacob go for it because he knows that I'm not going to want to be with anyone else and that is all matters right now

And as soon as we got back to the reservation Paul said he was going to be going away for the night with Rachel you want to spend some time there we thought it was a good idea so we told Jacob he could spend the night with me considering the fact that me and Jacob have now been together almost 3 or 4 months or more and we're at that point where we're comfortable in our relationship enough for stuff like that my brother just winked at me and left so it's good to know that my brother appreciate the fact that I finally found true love and everything and I had to laugh because my brother was 16 when he lost his virginity and I'm 18 going on 19 so I guess it's a lot better LOL

Jacob-so I see this place to ourselves tonight which is nice

Bella: yeah I think you figured out that I just wanted to be alone with you tonight because I mean after everything I found out today that was quite a while and you know what I need I just feel like any my boyfriend to myself tonight babe

Jacob- what is a really good thing that we have each other tonight I love you

Bella: ya and it is really good thing that we don't need to patrols that tonight as well because we get to be together just the two of us because we didn't ask couple nights off because we were doing extra shifts sam said

Jacob- well I do think we need to get some rest what is a good thing and it's nice to see that we have a fire going here because you just let it because the wood  are you there

Bella: yeah I better be nice to curl up in front of it and watching TV and maybe we can have a little fun you know I think I'm ready to take that next step I think I'm ready to lose my virginity to you

Jacob- babe are you are sure because I can wait

Bella: ya I'm ready and I need you because I love you so much and I have a lot going on right now and I know you are the main person I can count on babe I love you so much

Jacob-well it a good thing that Angela staying over the clear waters tonight and the fact that your brother is going with my sister for the night that means we got the house all to ourselves so yeah if you that's what you really want baby then just let me make sure it's something special though I don't want your first time to be something that's not going to be special just let me set it up that way

Bella: ya I like that I love you so much Jacob black and don't you forget

Jacob- there's no way I'm never going to forget that cuz I know you love me so much just like I do you my baby

Bella: well you're going to set everything up that I think I'm going to have a nice shower just got my homework done that way I can leave relax a little bit let me know when you have everything with it to make it special

Jacob-I will babe so why don't you go and get the shower and homework and everything done and it should be ready by then

And I was so happy because tonight I was going to be giving Jacob all of me and I don't know why this is taking me forever to I want to really do this but I know but it's going to be worth it because he will shower you with all the love I deserve yep but I'm definitely no but I will never be played by him like I was before but douchebag you'll never look at him the same way now I understand the whole story about the cohens to the lot to take in finding out but Esme is my biological mother

As soon as I had my shower done I decided to slip into some very comfortable PJs tank top type of styles with shorts that's right baby dolls because they're very comfortable those types of assets it was a silk one so hopefully that will kind of turn them on lol then I got to doing my homework and everything that's why my baby came upstairs and told me everything

I the one thing which I am definitely going to have a nice romantic night with my baby I don't know what he has planned but I'm looking forward to every single minute of it I know one thing for sure Jacob Black is my rock and with everything that's going on with my past myheritage finding out and everything and just getting thrown into this someone world when I know he is going to be the constant thing in my life along with my family but I know one thing's for sure I'm grateful to everyone in my life but I'm definitely grateful because if I never had the people to protect me I wouldn't be here today I know one thing for sure though I cannot wait to give myself up to Jacob Black tonight