" Dahyun? "
I was still panting, with tears on my cheeks kept dripping. I look at that person.
"hey, are you okay ? why are you crying and seemed like out of breath ?
Without answering his questions, I went inside.
" hey, don't ignore me ! if you're looking for Jackson, he's not here. He has schedule. Here, wipe your tears" he gave me a tissue.
I stared at him.
"how could you? "
Now I'm sitting alone on the bench, at the park. The place where he first hugged me. The first time I've saw him crying. To be honest, I really miss it. I miss him. I want to meet him, but I can't.
Flashback.
"how could you?"
"how could me what ? explain please? " bambam looked at me, confused.
" I thought we were friends. Why didn't you tell me... about Mark?
"h-how did you know ? "
I ignored him and went to mark's room. But, he wasn't there.
" he's not here. He's at his hometown."
'He's in LA ? how can I meet him ?'
I fell to my knees. Then, someone came, pulled me into his arms.
It was JB oppa. He caressed my back, trying to calm me down.
Now we're at their living room, together with bambam, youngjae, junior and yugyeom.
"dahyunie. We're sorry. We did this for him. It was his wish that we keep it as a secret. Especially from you. He don't wanna hurt you " jb said, holding his tears.
" it's not just you. We missed him too. It's been a week since he went to LA. Even when he's here, it was totally different. He's not active like before. His skin became pale, he even lost his hair and he gets so so skinny. It really hurt us to see him suffering like that" jinyoung said, crying
"he doesn't have much time left"
" bambam ! don't say that ! "
" but that's the truth ! He will leave us soon. even we argued a lot, I love him. "
That was when we all broke into tears.
End of flashback.
I wiped my tears. I need to be strong. For me, for him.
Mark, please stay strong. Wait for me okay. I'll come soon.
I stared at my phone. Should I call him ? thanks to got7 members, I got his new number.
But I can't . he surely not gonna pick up.
Maybe, I should call her instead.
" hello. omma?"
While at mark's place..
Mark's pov
I woke up . I saw my mom reading a book on a sofa in my room.
" oh you're awake. Come, let's have a breakfast. You need to eat your medicines"
She helped me to sit on my bed. I was so weak that I couldn't make it myself. I hate myself.
The, she helped me cleaning myself. Actually, she had done everything for me. So, it's true when she said she loves me.
She combed my hair. I stared at her face. Dark circles forming under her eyes. It must be tiring to take care of me right ?
Tears started to form in my eyes.
" mom ? I love you. Please take care of yourself. I don't want you to get sick too " I held her hand
She then caressed my hair and said " then who will take care of you ? you know what ? you're the most precious thing that I have in my life. Leaving you was the most dumb thing I've ever done.
This is karma right ? I leave you once and now you're going to leave me " she sobbed.
That evening.
"mom, how's Dahyun? "
" she's doing good. She been on a lot of variety shows. When she's on weekly idol, Jackson really take a good care of her "
" ouh.."
" you should have called her or at least contacted her. i miss her"
" I can't.."
" I still can imagine how she gonna walk on the aisle on your wedding day. But I guess it will remain a dream "
" mom.. "
" haha. let's get home, it's getting late. " she then pushed my wheelchair to our house.
Look. I can't even walk, how can I take care of her ? and sorry mom for crashing ' our dream'.
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Destiny.
Fanfiction"Letting go means to come to the realization that some people are a part of your history, but not a part of your destiny."