I do remember .. Aoba-san .. but.. (Aoba x Noiz x Clear x Koujaku??)

Fixed in a few months ... Broken in a moment

((Author Note))

OK THIS IS MY FIRST TIME WRITING OK SO LIKE .. don't hate me pwease.. SO UHM IM GONNA MAKE IT THAT " " MEANS THEY ARE TALKING AND ' ' THAT MEANS THEY ARE THINKING?? OK UHM LEGOO>

Clear's POV

"Clear-..." a faint voice said which made me listen harder .. 'it is dark and I can see something coming into view .. I need to know whoms voice this is'. I'd begin listening harder, it doesn't sound like Aoba-san, but more raspy and quiet and almost soothing.

"Clear .. wake up"

'There it is again! .. I guess I have to .. wake up??'

2ND PERSON POV

Clear began to stir slowly looking around through half lidded eyes only to see Noiz looking down at him, he suddenly remembered everything .. his 'brothers' and how he saved Aoba-san but then Noiz's voice cut through Clear's thought.

"Clear .. can you hear me?"

"Noiz.." Clear mumbled straining to sit up letting out a slight groan but make it up anyway. "Where .. where is Aoba-san.." Noiz heard Clear say in which he retorted "You are seriously worried about him?? your the one who is lying here .. you're lucky I had the things to fix you .." Noiz began unbandaging Clear's face, torso and arms now that they had been successfully been repaired.

Noiz then stood up taking the bandages out with him "Get dressed but don't leave this room.." he added to which Clear complied ... partically. He did indeed get dressed but stayed no longer than to grab his umbrella then he was out the window to find Aoba .. who he made love to and whom he had confessed his feelings for and Aoba the one who had also confessed his mutual feelings.

"Master Aoba.." he whispered to himself flying across the rooftops towards Aoba's house, once there he jumped on the balcony silently and opened the door. "Aoba! i'm all better-..." he was cut off by the sounds of moans .. he looked over to see a very red looking Aoba underneath non other than Koujaku. He stood motionless looking staring .. helplessly before Aoba caught his eye .. their yellow and pink eyes staring back at each other.

Aoba opened his mouth to speak .. which Clear was hoping was some explaination but instead he let out a loud moan. Realising Koujaku had not yet seen Clear Aoba got his attention to which Koujaku got off .. although his face had no sign of guilt but instead just the normal sign of embarrassment as if they just got caught. But they got caught in a different sense. Koujaku rubbed his head laughing nervously a blush highlighting his face "Haha .. sorry you had to see that Clear .. yea we were going to tell you guys soon but Aoba here was embarrassed coming out gay." Koujaku stated punching Aoba in the shoulder. Aoba was still in shock .. staring back at Clear. Clear then put on a fake smile "That's fine! I understand .. goodbye .. Koujaku and .. you? Aoba I presume.. I have to get back to Master Noiz! Goodbye!" Clear didn't have another way to go so he .. pretended to forget who Aoba was.

"Clear wai-.." Aoba started but Clear had already closed the door .. Aoba could see his small smile through the glass .. but his eyes looked dull and misty. Clear held onto the door handle for a little to long before letting go, his hands shaking ever so slightly before he turned away opened his umbrella and left. Koujaku laughed "Well he took you being gay better than I expected! I'm going to go and get dressed." Koujaku smiled and pecked his cheek getting up. Aoba was still.

Aoba's POV

'What have I done' I thought .. the guilt beginning to show on my face. 'The look on his face.. the look .. his eyes .. his once wonderful glowing pink sparkly orbs that reminded me of the sea shells on the beach were filled with nothing but pain and sadness.. its as if a storm had rolled along and had glossed over the water and then there was his smile which was obviously fake but ... he didn't know who I was .. or at least pretended not to know .. it very nearly killed me.

Clear's POV

I just ran, the thought of Aoba and Koujaku getting pushed from my mind through my tears .. 'I must forget .. I have been fixed .. I can't let myself be broken.. I can't'. I kept running to Noiz's house I jumped back through the window and sat on the bed. Noiz came in.

2ND Person POV

Noiz walked in seeing Clear still sitting on the bed and now dressed he smiled slightly at Clear .. but .. he then noticed his eyes.

"Clear??" he asked concernly, he didn't look like that when he left he thought to himself.

"Oh, Hi Noiz!" Clear said as cheerfully as he could manage, giving him a smile with closed eyes before finding interest in his shoes.

"What's bugging you Clear?.." Noiz asked sitting down next to Clear looking at him.

"Oh n-nothing! it's nothing really I'm just a bit stiff is all .. I'm fi-" Clear began putting on a fake smile only to be stopped by Noiz.

"What's wrong.." Noiz said cutting in, knowing from the look on Clear's face that something was wrong.

Clear couldn't conceal it any longer and tears began to threaten to stream down his face. "A-aoba ... he he..." he couldn't .. he just couldn't the tears came pouring down his face, instantly Clear hung his head in his hands letting the tears flow before continuing "Aoba was with Koujaku *hiccup* and and .. they were... *hiccup*" he paused whipping his eyes then continued "I made it seem as though I didn't remember *hiccup* Aoba.." he sobbed into his hands his body shaking uncontrollably.

Noiz wrapped his arms around Clear comforting him "Shh.. it's ok.." Noiz said rubbing his back with his palm. Clear gripped his hands onto Noiz's shirt burying his head in the crook of his neck before stuttering something. "T-thank you .."

"Master."

((AUTHOR-CHAN NOTE))

Okayyyy welp that was.. depressing??? I'm immediately going to start on the next chapter after I post this .. uhm let me know if you like it and if you have any ideas for the future .. they would be gladly needed ehm ... yep

Author-chan is set to work!