I do remember .. Aoba-san .. but.. (Aoba x Noiz x Clear x Koujaku??)

I will keep going .. until I collapse.. Aoba-san

Clear began to stir in Koujaku's bed .. he looked around the room through half lidded eyes, feeling the pain now from last night. He sat up wearily rubbing his eyes .. he then noticed a figure asleep in a chair. With closer examination Clear recognised it as Koujaku. He quietly stood and instantly regretted it .. he almost fell but managed to cling to the bed until he got use to the pain. He then found his clothes washed and folded on the bed, that's when he realised he was wearing nothing but Koujaku's shirt. He didn't mind but he didn't hesitate to get dressed, he then glanced over at Koujaku, he thought he'd have to thank him some how so he wrote him a note; 'Thank you Koujaku .. for that but .. I've realised that I have to be there for Aoba .. until I collapse I have to smile .. ~Clear.' he reluctantly put the note in Koujaku's hand, grabbed his umbrella and left.

He walked slowly towards Aoba's house .. still being sore and all, once there he hopped down from the roof onto the balcony, sliding open the door finding Aoba looking frantic.

"Aoba?.." Clear asked in a concerned fashion, tilting his head slightly.

"CLEAR!! THERE YOU ARE I'VE BEEN SO WORRIED!!" Aoba rushed into Clear's arms gripping him around the waist.

"I'm fine, Aoba-san .. you don't need to worry .. did you sleep well?.." Clear asked, smiling like he always did.

"I didn't sleep .. once he took you I couldn't do anything but sit and worry.." Aoba confessed mumbled by Clear's chest in which he had buried his head in.

"Well come .. it's still early so you can rest." Clear smiled leading Aoba over to the bed laying him down and turning to leave.

Aoba reached out grabbing the sleeve of Clear's coat needily. "P-please stay Clear.." he whimpered shyly looking away.

Clear smiled and kicked off his boots crawling into bed with Aoba and embracing him lovingly .. Clear then drifted through his thoughts; 'It's as it should be .. right?' he questioned himself subconsciously but his thoughts were interrupted by Aoba.

"Sing me a song? .. P-please??..." Aoba asked sweetly, taking in Clear's warmth.

Clear smiled, "Of course master." He began to hum the tune Battlefield ((BECUZ WHY THE FUCK NOT.. IM GETTING SICK OF THE NORMAL SONG. DEAL. WITH. IT. NAH NAH I luv u guyz please don't leave me my literal 7 readers ;-;)).

Aoba fell asleep in Clear's embrace .. once Clear was sure he was asleep he slipped away from Aoba and replaced his spot with Ren.

He then slipped out the window, lifting himself up onto the roof inhaling and exhaling deeply, smiling. He'd then walk off towards Noiz's house for something to do like he use to do, once there he knocked cheerfully. Then Noiz came to the door, looking to be like he had just had sex or something. He opened the door peering out, widening his eyes when he saw a cheery-eyed Clear.

"Hai-ya Noizy!" he said cheerfully hugging Noiz around the waist tightly

Noiz gripped Clear's shoulders looking into his eyes "Clear .. did you have sex with Aoba?.."

Clear blushed wildly like he use to when confronted by these things "Noiz!!! that's personal!! .. b-but how did you know?" he asked shyly taking some interest in his hair.

Noiz then raised his hand slapping Clear hard across the face to which Clear's hand shot up to nurse the spot. "G-gah .. N-noiz!?? what was that for??..."

Clear looked up to see Noiz's eyes misty and teary .. Clear kept one hand on his wound, the other dropped to his side as he began to get teary eyed as well.

"D-do you think this is easy for me Noiz? .. to do what I'm doing .. to try and forget? .." he began to hiccup, it becoming painful to hold back the tears. "I-I'm doing what I have to so no one gets hurt .. but its killing me .. b-but .. I will do what I can until I collapse .. and then some.." he managed to splutter through the now broken out tears and hiccups.

Noiz reached out to comfort Clear .. realising what Clear has been doing .. he felt bad for the slap .. for everything .. he was being selfish. But Clear used his free hand to push him away before pausing, turning and walking away still holding a hand on his throbbing wound.

He sat on Aoba's roof for the remainder of that day, dropping his hand from his wound that was still very apparent apon his cheek. When Aoba awoke he went on the balcony and looked up at Clear, smiling .. then he saw the slap which Clear made no attempt to cover.

"C-clear?.." Aoba stuttered in shock.

"Oh! Aoba-san! you're awake!" Clear said cheerfully sliding down from the roof to stand before Aoba, embracing him lovingly, like a puppy seeing his owner.

Aoba clutched Clear's shoulders, examining the wound on his cheek.

"Where did you get this Clear?.." he asked in a serious tone.

"Hmm? .. Oh that! Hah I scared Noiz-san! I woke him from a nightmare and reflexes took action!!" Clear laughed .. pretty convincingly.

Aoba had no choice but to sigh and believe him, he led Clear inside.

Aoba was horny again.

~Time Skip Because Honestly We know what goes where in this scenario .. ;-;~

Aoba had passed out on Clears chest .. after using him of course, Clear sighed looking up at the celling. It was night at this point so he was going to go get some tea from Koujaku as he did sometimes. He managed to squeeze away from Aoba's grasp once again putting Ren in his place. He pulled on his clothes including his coat and shoes and his umbrella heading off to Koujaku's house.

Once there he knocked on the door excitedly, knowing that Koujaku probably had a knew tea .. completely sectioning off the part where they had kissed .. and everything. Koujaku had come to the door as cheery as every.

"Hey what's up-!..." he began but his smile dropped as he saw Clear with a cute closed eye smile.

"Hey Koujaku!! I was wondering if you had any new teas!!" Clear said embracing Koujaku.

Koujaku took the same action of grabbing Clear's shoulders and lowering his face to Clear's cheery face, not yet noticing the slap. "Did you have sex with Aoba?..." he asked sternly almost hissing the 'sex' part.

Clear gave the same reaction he did to Noiz finding interest in his hair. "D-damn Koujaku .. t-that's personal .. b-but .. h-how did you know??.. " Clear said shyly.

Guess what Koujaku did.

He slapped Clear hard across the face, a little harder than Noiz did and on the opposite cheek. This caused Clear to stumble back in pain, clutching his cheek, tears running down his face from the sudden shock. "W-why do you and Noiz just don't get it ..." he spluttered through the tears still clutching his face. Koujaku noticed the slap on the opposite side .. assuming that was Noiz's he gasped feeling weak at the knees .. he reached out to touch Clear. Clear interrupted him with his opposite hand that wasn't clutching the second wound he had gotten today.

"I am doing my best .. there's nothing else I can do that wont hurt you .. I just have to pretend nothing happen .. why cant you nor Noiz see that in the first place .. do you think I would willingly fall back into Aoba's arms without a fight ... d-do you think I'm weak!??" Clear spluttered again through the tears.

Koujaku made another attempt to comfort Clear, his efforts failed as Clear turned away and ran back to Aoba's house, walking inside he moved Ren over a little and got into bed, allowing his silent tears to roll down his cheeks as he was staring at the ceiling.

~Author-Chan Note~

HAI OK SO UHM YEA .. poor Clear I must say.. I mean ouch .. but anyway yea hoped you enjoyed .. I WILL WRITE MORE SOON!! please comment .. plleapslepl ... please.