I Hate You All (ManxMan)

Chapter 2

10 Years Ago

I would be the only senior who gets sick three months before graduation. Terrible cramps and headaches. What the fuck is this? Is this what every eighteen-year-old feels on their birthday? Is this the pull to your mate? If so, that bitch needs to fall the hell back. I cannot do this. I have to go home and take something. Hell, I will take the Midol my friend, Fiona, tried to give me a few hours ago. It is like the pain will start, take a break, and start all over again.

After signing out, citing illness as the reason, I made a mad dash to my car. I mean, I would go to the hospital. However, I don't think that the hospitals in town know how to deal with a werewolf. I made a beeline to my house that was deep into the woods. Why did I have to get this pain? The bitch Kelly Thompson should feel this. Who is Kelly? She is a major bitch. She is a slut, who bullied me so bad that my foster dad, Nick, had to come and threaten legal action. I was at the brink of suicide, but my daddy saved me. Thinking of Nick made me smile. He took me in after my parents, the aloha and Luna, died in an attack. We're super close in age, but he was the only one I trust so they gave him to me. Not only that, he was born an alpha but his dad was still relatively young, so it made sense that as family friends and neighbors, he took over a bit. The original agreement was until today, my birthday. However, I want to go to college and explore, and the big ogre seems to bend to my will and just said, "whatever you want, doll." Such a stupid nickname. I just need to make it home for the stupid egg to help me figure out why I hurt like this.

As I got closer to the pack house, it felt as if my body just hollowed out. It was the same feeling that I got when my mom and dad died. It was a feeling of 'fuck it.' What is going on with me? I hope that Nick will be able to tell me. He is an alpha. As I made my way up to the stairs, I heard moaning and groaning. Was he sick too? Is there like a werewolf fever going on? Shit! Are we gonna all be rabid, feral creatures? Rogues?!

I stopped at the front of his door and this pull just forced me to go forward. Yet, I couldn't because what was in front of me was just disgusting. My Nick was having sex with Kelly. He was banging the main person who had made my life a living hell. The girl who called me a faggot and taunted my parents' deaths. She was the same bitch who said I should go join them, and to get away from her and her cronies, I graciously accepted the offer. Then, Nick found me in the tub bathing in blood and water. He cried and said that he had failed, but he vowed to make sure that Kelly was never a problem. However, him fucking her was not the problem. It was the fact that my wolf was howling in distress overseeing the betrayal of his MATE.

After months of ogling and dreaming about Nicky, I had finally gotten my wish. Yet, he had made this into some nightmare. I choked on a sob; the pain in my chest and stomach was becoming so unbearable. When the wretched noise forced its way out of my throat, that is in when they both looked up. Kelly had this smug look on her face, while my Nick looked totally heartbroken. I just constantly shook my head. He had to have known that we were mates. I mean, he knows that the trick that he is giving his meaty banana to is the same trick who verbally, mentally, and physically abused me. How could he?

I felt my whole body shutting down. I was getting sick. I wanted to go on a warpath and vomit at the same time. I ran out of the house. I had no idea about where the fuck I will be headed. I just ran. I finally stopped in Jacksonville. I called my Aunt Rose. I had clothes at her house. I guess she knew that I went through something pretty traumatic because she did not say anything to me, instead she gave me a mama bear hug. I cried for what seemed like an eternity at her house. Nick was my mate? He was dating Kelly? What the porcupine?

I decided to man up and go home. I had been at Aunt Rose's house for three weeks. I have to go back to school. Luckily, I was able to do all of my assignments and keep my 4.0. I just wasn't myself when I came back, though. I had bags under my eyes. My temper was sketchy. I had lost at least 20 unhealthy pounds. I was a mess. It did not help that instead of coming home, first, I went straight to school. I walked through the halls ignoring the whispers and stares. I found myself, however, glaring at the bump poking through Kelly's shirt. Tears stung my eyes as I watch her caress it with so much love. I felt the desperate need to go deaf as I heard them call her their future Luna.