Phil's Angel (Phan)

First Meetings

*****TRIGGER WARNING*****
PHILS POV


The class seemed to go by rather quickly and soon I was out of the room and headed toward second period. I walked down the crowded halls toward my next class only to find I didn't know where I was going. Suddenly, someone bumped into me causing me to drop my books and turn around. Nobody really noticed and kept walking. The person who had bumped into me reached out and helped me up. Once I was standing they bent down and quickly scooped up my books and papers and held them for a moment before looking up and handing them to me. It was the boy from the back of class.

My eyes locked with his for a moment before he spoke. "I'm sorry I really didn't mean to bump into you it's just that I wasn't looking where I was going and I kinda was rushing to my next per-" I stopped his rushed stream of words there. "It's ok. You didn't mean it." I replied. "So." he said "I saw that we have Maths together and that's where we should be heading. Do you maybe, want to walk together?" he asked in a nervous tone. "Sure." I said. "It's nice to meet you. I'm Phil. I'm new here. Just came from London." I said hoping he would introduce himself also so our walk to Maths wasn't so awkward. "Hi Phil. Nice to meet you. I'm Dan. Welcome to this hell hole called school." Soon after he said that we arrived at Maths and took our seats. I went to talk to the teacher who stood up to begin the lesson with me by her side I front of the class. "Welcome back and welcome to Maths. I will be your instructor Mrs.Young. Now I would like you all to welcome our new student Phillip who has just transferred from London Academy." It's Phil I thought as she told me to take a seat in the back. She instructed me to take a seat next to Dan as she began the lesson.

I looked to my right to see that Dan wasn't paying attention but instead drawing something in his Maths notebook. I leaned over and whispered in his ear "You really should pay attention love." Shit I thought. I let love slip out and now Dan will think I'm weird. I look over to se Dan trying to hide behind his fringe and not doing too well. I could see that his cheeks had turned a pink color and I smiled thinking to myself That may be one of the most adorable things I have seen.


DANS POV



I see Phil make his way towards me and sit next to me but I didn't pay him much attention and went back to doodling. I was drawing a wrist cut open and bleeding onto a note. You see my drawings reflect my emotions or actions. In this case- both. I could tell Phil was wondering what I was drawing but I couldn't let him see. Ha if he saw this he'd think you were insane! He wouldn't talk to you again. He'd become like everyone else and you would have nobody! I tried to diminish my thoughts but had no luck. Suddenly I feel warm air on my neck and hear Phil whisper to me "You really should pay attention love." I tried my best to cover my blush I was sure to gain with my fringe. Did he really need to call me love? Even though I was gay and I'm pretty sure I didn't tell him though he must've figured it out, did he think he was being funny by saying that to me? Of course he meant it to mock you. Nobody likes you anyway what makes you think he would be any different? You're so dumb honestly I'm surprised you're even here not in the bathroom sobbing like the faggot you are. Said a little voice in my head. The voice was right. He doesn't care!

Suddenly I heard someone call my name. "Daniel?" It was the teacher. Great. "Yes ma'am?" I replied. "Will you come up and demonstrate how to solve this?" There was a complicated problem written on the board that would take me forever to solve. Luckily there was only about 5 minutes let in this period. I got up and walked to the front. I could hear everyone's remarks as they called them out "Gay" "Emo" "Faggot! Go kill yourself!" However I continued walking up to the board which felt as though it were miles away. When I finally reached the board I was shaking. I couldn't concentrate with all the comments being thrown at me. I quickly turn on my heel and leave the room running towards the nearest bathroom. Nobody was in it and second period should end any minute. Then I'd have to go to lunch. Unless nobody noticed I'd gone. Like anybody would.

I went to the back cubicle and locked my self in just when the bell rang signaling the end of class. I reached into my back pocket feeling around for what I needed most. My fingers finally hit metal and I pulled it out of my pocket. I rolled up my sleeve and took off my bandage. My arm was a mess. A beautiful mess. I took my blade and ran it across my wrist hissing at the sting. I did it again. "There. Now I have two more friends. I'm very sorry that you're so crowded but at least you can't leave me." Suddenly I heard feet and a voice- Phil's voice. "Hello? Dan? Are you in here?" Shit. I quickly pulled down my sleeve and pushed my blade deep into my pocket. Phil didn't need to know. "What do you want?" I asked. It came out harsher than intended. Fuck. "I-I just came to see if you were o-okay. I'm sorry Dan." I sighed and walked out of the cubicle.

Phil walked towards me, his eyes locked with mine and it seemed as though he could see into my soul. The darkest parts of me seemed as if they were on display. I hated the feeling. I felt so open and exposed that without thinking I pulled down my sleeves. Phil took no notice of the gesture and continued to walk towards me. Without speaking he grabbed my hand and led me to the canteen. When he grabbed my hand I got a feeling of warmth in me. Tingles were felt in my bones and a shiver ran up my back. He must've felt it. I know I did.

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Hey! Chappie 2 up as promised! Maybe I'll upload more idk.
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