Harry Styles : Suicidal

Finding Out The Truth

Harry's P.O.V

I looked at Louis rolling my eyes. This is gonna be harder than I thought. This girl clearly has a lot of.....something built up with no one to share it with. And somehow some way I'm gonna be that person.

After lunch we all went our separate ways going to our rooms. I laid down in my bed on my back thinking about what Mia had said or was about to say earlier. It was heavy on my mind. I wanted to know more...but that girl is so hard to get to.

"Still stressing over Mia?" Louis chuckled looking up at me from his book. I tilted my head to the side shaking my head.

"What are you even reading that's got your attention?" I say changing the subject." Louis laughs but continued to tell me about the book.

"Well since you don't want to talk about her I guess we can talk about the book." He said making things more obvious then what they were. "It's about a guy. He just met a girl and he's almost basically in love with her. But she's a mute, but choice of course she hasn't talked in 6 years." He goes on. "He thinks he can get her to talk by doing little things for her and by showing her that's she's important. But clearly the girl isn't going to break." Louis stops talking and turns a page in his book. "Right now the guy is trying his hardest to get her to talk but she won't budge."

"Ha ha ha." I laugh sarcastically. "A book based of me and Mia huh? I asked a real question not for you to make up a fake story to get me to talk."

Louis eyes widened as a smile crept on his lips. "Actually that's what this book is really about. But you just admitted everything that you've been denying to me."

I couldn't believe why I just heard. Did I really just expose myself? I sat up again snatching the book from Louis to read the back. Sure enough the brief description matched up. I tossed the book back to him and laid down turning off my nightstand light.

"You should sleep good knowing you told me the truth." Louis teased laughing.

The next morning I woke up before Louis because I didn't want to face him again and I needed to talk to Mia. Is it weird that I dreamt about her? I'll answer that for you YES! I'm barely meeting thing girl yet she's all I can think about. Grabbing my towel and tooth brush I head down the hall to shower. Walking past the girls I see Megan come out with nothing but a towel wrapped around her.

"Good morning Harry." She said cheekily. Her jet black hair dropping water. She was actually really gorgeous and it caught me off guard that I got choked up. "Good night...I-I mean morning."

She giggled looking up at me. Wow she was actually very attractive and just seeing her dripping in water I nothing but a towel threw me off. She looked just like Megan Fox.

"Well I'll see you at breakfast." She smirked  touching his arm as she walked away. I nod and wave like an idiot.

What was that?

After showering I went down for breakfast. Normally I'd sit with the guys but today i was in a mission to find Mia. When I didn't see her I decided to just sit with them.

"Morning Harry." Niall spoke with a mouthful of oatmeal. It was truly disgusting watching him eat. He ate like it was his last meal he'd ever get.